gahh!! its broken again......stupid ass phone! anyways if you need to get ahold of me call my moms phone 480-326-5519. thats kinda the only way to get ahold of me. unless you do it through here or myspace baby! anyways ok just wanted to let ya know. toodles
nikki

so on sat night while i was with krista and katie jayna called and begged me for another chances saying that she would try and that she would make it worth my wild. which i didnt really want to give her another chance but i ended up doing it. but i had this feeling that it wasnt right and that it wasnt going to work out. and surelly enough she ( Read more... )

jayna and i got in a fight. basically becuz i was sticking up for my self for once. what she wants is to be with me over the computer. my looks and the vibes arent good enough for her. i realized she isnt the girl i fell in love with a year and 3 months ago. i cant keep killing myself for her. i cant change anymore for her. i know all of you know ( Read more... )

jayna came back. shocker. she told her dad. good for her. im glad. but you know ive made up my mind. i cant be with her. i cant go back. ive been played so many times that its not worth it. after so long of seeing something happen to me its not ok. she isnt the girl i feel in love with. not anymore. she's changed. and i have became an illusion. she ( Read more... )

ok so besides the title my day was kinda fun. but krista told me that if i found this rare cd for her she would kiss me. and i like laughing and i go along with it. and guess what! i found it. im not expecting anything but im still giving her the cd. so yea ( Read more... )

so lets see.....friday i.... went to school and hung out with krista, we took those little photo strip pics. and we got to choose alittle title for them and everything, it was i love you at the top. lol anyways after that we went to my softball game and i forgot to eat so she was like kinda worried about me. and this girl almost hit me with her ( Read more... )

today i had fun .....well most of the day. i had this big panic attack and i was freaking out like bad. basically i had to prove my self to some asshole who is a big homomphobe and i got up in class and told everyone i was gay. and after i had a panic attack like after everyone left. it sucked. but after school i went to hooters with sandra katie ( Read more... )

so i got up really early and rolled off the couch. kinda hurt actually. but anyways got ready as fast as a could and went to janets house for her to take me to school. so we got our scheadules *how ever you spell it* and i have a class with kelley! woohoo first hour! but yea janet had her mom bring her cell phone to school becuz she forgot it and i ( Read more... )

so i went to the suicide machines concert tonight and this great band called "bullets for broadway" played first and i fell in love with them well the bassist heather is omg hot! anyways so after they played i got over to their table and bought the cd and some patches stickers and a button. and asked her to sign it. and she did. we both wanted a ( Read more... )

so i just got back from my softball games and we won both. i think its becuz of the beautiful krista. she came with me after hangin out with me today which made my day. god i love that girl. she means so much to me. well as a friend lol. but yea she likes my dad, they got along very well. i hope she'll go with me next friday. but yea i dunno what ( Read more... )