so today i woke up like around 1 becuz i was at a party the night before and fell asleep late, and then sat around for awhile and finally got up up. i had a photo shoot to do so i got ready and i had to bring my guitar and snare drum into the studio ( Read more... )

my summer went by really quickly and nothing really was for filling. i feel like since its my last high school summer i should have enjoyed it. but i didnt. is this the end of my high school fun? what am i going to do? i have so many dicisions i wanna make but i have this fear of failing and i just wanna take the risk. should i take the risk of ( Read more... )

so i have nothing really to say on what has happened within the last week. some of you who saw me and knew what had happened you all took care of me and made me feel better. i apologize to everyone about the whole drinking thing. i know i made some promises and i never intended to break it but it just happened. most of you who know me knows i would ( Read more... )

will my curse ever leave me?
will my sickness turned diasease heal?my breathing is becoming heavier, and my eyes are seeing only blurr. why wont it stop? fear turns to hate and i have become someone i dont even know anymore. im so weak. so weak...i hate me now....maybe she's right. im nothing....

so today was fun. got up and played around with my sisters. got ready to go with janet to help her choose some clothes for her senior portraits. which she got some really nice clothes. me and her walked around the mall for awhile and stopped at the new boarders book store just opened in that mall and stayed in there for while, i couldnt choose a ( Read more... )

today was going pretty well. i woke up, watched the movies i rented and play wrestled with my little siter. and worked out. after the working out tho my mom and i got into a big fight and she said that i was a spoiled kid not a teenager becuz i was too immature for that title. and that i dont respect anyone anymore especially her. which is a load ( Read more... )

so i've been watching alot of like disney movies at work and i've decided that all the love stories are my favorite ( Read more... )

are feeling just feelings? is love just love? how can the world be satisfied with telling everyone what is right or what is wrong about love?if you find that person who can look into your soul and tell you they love you no matter what, do you hold onto that?if your fear of having something so great is holding you back, what keeps you living?love is ( Read more... )

"Poster Girl ( Read more... )

I really miss you ( Read more... )