Okay, so at the moment I have no date, no money, no job (officially), no classes, and no distractions. I just got a hair cut, and it's a little shorter than how I'd usually do it. My new goal is to can finish writing a book in the amount of time it'll take before I need to get it cut again. In two weeks, despite initiation and finals I've written ( Read more... )

I never told him that I loved him, but hey, I can love again. We had to do it.

If I can find anything like that in this country... Jesus Christ. I'd probably want to get married.

I think I'm getting out of my funk now.

This is a tough city. There's competition in school, jobs, relationships, etc. and nothing ever comes easy. For the first time in my life, I'm a little worried that come the day I graduate college I might not be able to survive out in this world. Hopefully, this is just a rough spot. This job is really throwing me off balance--but you know what, ( Read more... )

This is so fucked up

This could be a very bad day

This school year, and everything that's going on during it, could set me up for life. My long-lived dream of becoming a successful writer has the potential to be fulfilled NOW, it comes with a little bit of work--but seriously, I might have my in and if I do, it's just all comes down to whether or not I'm good enough. I think I'm getting a little ( Read more... )

At this moment every aspect of my life is unstable. That's a little scary.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Somehow my life just got ten times more unusual and financially risky. I need a safety net--

Yesterday at about 10:30 in the morning he and I were still at his friends' house after the party in Chilliwack. We were drinking coffee at the two person table while they were all wandering around and making pancakes with banana slices in them. Patrick started putting his finger inside of his coffee mug and started picking at the resin-like ( Read more... )

I wonder if he's falling too.