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He left me again, we were friends, closer than we had ever been before and i screwed up again and he decided he never wants to talk, I always screw things up, i always hurt myself and those i love, I was kicked out of paul's house for how i was around ryan, and ryan decided that him ad i should never talk, he said that he hates me, that if i were ( Read more... )

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I have been talking to this great and wonderful guy from seattle as of recent, his name is James, he is just so great, he really is, he is always so nice to me and constantly cheers me up, always talking about us just holding each other and all, i know he is like 50 millin miles away but he is so great and like i really feel connected to him, he ( Read more... )

It hits like a hammer ( Read more... )

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Today i have been watching lord of the rings for the first time, and it is a very good movie, but at the part where Frodo decides he needs to leave on his own and then while all of the bad guys attack all of his friends are there to protect him. They stand up to all that is trying to hurt him, and then his friend sam almost drowns when he is trying ( Read more... )

This is a poem written by Rosier i love it, and i think it really explains my feelings toward ryan ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a blast, i went to the gay beach with a group of freinds, that allthough i have only known for like two weeks, i am not afraid to call them a family that i am happy to be part of, they are the greatest we have been doing stuff together, as seperate groups and as the whole group of friends. I am really beginning to learn how to be ( Read more... )