Comments | happygoducky: Unlovable

happygoducky

Unlovable

Dec 10, 2005 23:14

so here it is.. i have decided that i am, if fact, unlovable. what else could it be? i fuck things up so badly with people, on purpose, that i make myself unlovable. and the more i think about it, the more angry i get. why can't i have someone who will just help me see that it's okay to trust people again? am i just not worthy? going to london ( Read more... )

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:( lisaloo831 December 11 2005, 05:05:31 UTC

I've been thinking about that same thing lately.. it sucks. Except I didn't go to London, I had a baby. It sucks when you grow up and change and others don't.

If you ever need anything, I'm here for you! Kiss pookie

Re: :( happygoducky December 11 2005, 16:34:15 UTC

aww! thanks, lisa! and you now have your little baby to love you more than life itself! he is so cute!

Re: :( lisaloo831 December 11 2005, 18:37:29 UTC

Oh, I also meant to say, you are the most lovable person I have ever met. You're awesome sunshine! Just remember the good old days of being at GLC at 4 am coloring with Ryan Dennison. Or Valentinis! We have had so many good times :) I love you.

Re: :( happygoducky December 11 2005, 20:07:48 UTC

oh he was so hott! lol

alerolori December 11 2005, 05:10:05 UTC

You are not unloveable...the first on my list of things to tell you...and the other thing on my list is that I too wish I didn't have to go through all the crap that I have and that we could go back to the days of us wanting to kiss each other and were too chicken to do it so we just typed it on my really old computer instead!!! I miss being that age but I wouldn't give up all the things I have gone through that have been good in my life...just think about that :)

happygoducky December 11 2005, 16:32:09 UTC

LOL! how crazy was that!? i just seems like all the simple things tend to be pushed back and forgotten about. but i am glad that you still remember! that was so funny! thanks, l.a.b.! ;)

gumbeesing December 12 2005, 03:41:42 UTC

Oh my god...please call me! I have no idea what's going on but I called you and invited you to our GCF christmas party...come with me!

happygoducky December 12 2005, 05:00:48 UTC

i'm there!

carolynyeck December 12 2005, 05:57:40 UTC

Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooger! you are always lovable to ME!!! ~from one boooooger to another...

happygoducky December 12 2005, 13:54:14 UTC

lol thanks girl! i need to hear your stories!

carolynyeck December 12 2005, 18:17:32 UTC

oh you will! TRUST ME! agghhhh! CRAZY ATL!!!

shiverof3libras December 12 2005, 22:49:58 UTC

Baby boy - you are so lovable!

happygoducky December 14 2005, 00:17:20 UTC

we need to do some lovable motions at moz VERY SOON!!! CUCUCUCUCU