i cant belive this! today was supposed to be kool.the whole day ive been sitting at home.. i am starnded at a deserted house(well except for my brother) i helped my mom in the morning, we made lasagna and some russian food, and i guess i didnt really mind helping her cuz i knew that my day will be productive beacause i stayed home, and made plans ( Read more... )

well nothing much hass been happening latey that i would like to write about, but it's been okay i guess. i just wish i could get some more sleep. it's impossible for me to do that! i dont even know why ( Read more... )

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yesterday turned out to be rather kool! it was!! kinda akward but it was kool. some events are leading up to better things to come by later on, and i'm actually fired up!!

well yesterday was a pretty kool day! everything seemed to go by prtty damn well. i would have prbably enjoyed it much more if i wouldn't torture myslef so much with not getting enough sleep.god it's not that hard to just go to bed anna ( Read more... )

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never, ever again am i ever gonna do soo much school work in one done. or actually try to accoplish something positive. this fucken global essay!!!!!! i spent the whole goddam day on it. well not exactly writing it, but first reading all the info for it, and now i am sitting her in front of the computer the same way i was 4 hours ago trying to make ( Read more... )

umm......i'm staring to despise very deeply someone very "close" to me.you fucken idiot!!

after all those wierd feelings that i got when i was at kira's house i went outside with mike. i felt really strange. we met up with sarah,julia, melissa and ilay. i went with them to the concert. i really didnt count on dimitry beiing there, but i knew something was wrong with him so i kinda wanted to see him and try to comfort him. i hope i ( Read more... )

i needed to meditate badly yesterday and it was beyond my power. i had to get out of my physical body like i used to do before. it got me away from here and brought me to my little "dream world". but i just couldn't do it for some strange reason.there was too much pressure pressing onto my brain. i felt the exact same way today in global. when i ( Read more... )