it seems to me as if day by day everything seems to be getting worse and worse.it all started on sunday. my mom and me got into another common fight. but the problem is the way we fought shouldn't BE common to a daughter that is 15 years old. to any teenager growing up this shouldn't be common. it just seems soo wrong to me how hard life trests me ( Read more... )

well... im

i had something else planned but i went half way through it. its ok things will get better hopefully, i guess the point of everything now will be just to get it over with faster.(lehman, school)but i do like it, its just i didnt feel right, maybe a certain somebody noticed it ( Read more... )

i've skipped school this whole week doing or trying to do 2 things...1)get my tooth fixed, and 2)transfer outa laguardia. well both of those things require doctors. ive been cancelled on by two dentists for 5 months already im so sick of this pain. by tooth is in a really bad shape and i cant take my tranquelizers anymore becaus im outside. if i ( Read more... )

that day when u left ( Read more... )

fgod dammit i hate my life
i just want to die now. evryone is fucking against nme and nobody fucking understands me. kelly's and my plans r ruined. i have no oother reasoon to go on.

mike is cool, i like mike

no -one understands me, and pooeple r making me feel like im a dam wierdo., this one is tewellling im giving p my future and another oone is tellingme ill probably kill myself if i stay inlaguardia any longer. another one is sick of hearing all my schoool switching bullshit. little dooes she now how tired i am of it mysself. i made a decisioon, and ( Read more... )

Your Existing Situation ( Read more... )

i feel soo strange. i havent written in this thing for years. im not gonna write like all the other peole do, like what happened to them and stuff well actually i think i will. well anywayzz ( Read more... )