last cigarette; over the summer avec jessica ( Read more... )

soo... this weekend.. what did i doo.... friday i carved a pumpkin avec lindsay... it was the coooolest pumpkin ever. seriously. :) haha ( it looks like a koala) (wasnt it koala...? no i cant even spell koala!) then we went to my house.. then back to lindsays then i went home and got in my bed. but i was woken up by this chick that i dont know ( Read more... )

Going to the beach with hillary~ its gunna be a TON of fuuuuuuuuuun

~ linsay imagonnamisssyooooou!

some people hurt you a lot..
i lost one of the people i thought i was special to... i was wrong
i realized there really is only a few people in the world that i can trust... are you one of them?
you should know you break my heart...

CHURCH CAMP FOR A WEEK HELL YEAH!

leave me lots of love:)

the other night some one i thought i was friends with left me this message, and it really hurt my feelings, i dont know.. im just sad by it.

i saw a movie with cassi and jenny and brian. it was a lot of fun:) i already thought cass and jenn were cool but brian is really awesome...:)

i miss brittany, shes away:(

okay so the past few days have been pretty damn good, there was major poolige, some great coffee drinking and some fun talks. im really glad this summer has started off well. id be completely horrified if i had a terrible summer. but there are people that i want to see soon that are forbidden to leave their homes. but i cant remember any of what i ( Read more... )

I have the most UGLY black eye... I look worse than something the cat drug in. oh well. i made Reign at Dynasty. im really happy coz jess and melissa are on my team... i dont know if i like the people on my team. theya re slightly... ODD. like the one chick who can fly or tumble and yet she pretends she can. or the other girl who has a round off ( Read more... )

i wrote about you... when i couldnt sleep in my bed last night. you plague me. like a sickness. like the head cold. its like that time i kissed you even though you were sick. i want you to be mine. remember that day? ...i do ( Read more... )

okay, so things arent as bad as i think they are. atleast sometimes. like when you see wonderful people ( you know who you are.) and then when the world doesnt look so gray. mm i have a secret. almost no one knows, but i really dont know what to do... because, i dont want to be hurt and i dont want to set myself up for disaster. the secret is ( Read more... )

everything has become so difficult. i dont understand anything that goes on and i just want to quit school because its too much fucking work. i cant understand myself anymore. i am falling through the floor, like grains of sand caught in the crevices. i went to my "person" today. and i tried to talk to him. i really just want to be better. he said ( Read more... )