your heart is not open

so i must go

the spell has been broken

i loved you so

you were my lesson

i had to learn

i was your fortress

you had to burn there's

nothing left to loose

there's no more heart to bruise

same old story..not much to say hearts are broken every day

it's not even funny how many times my heart has been let ( Read more... )

i saw chris and nicole today.
then i went in the bathroom and cried.

who will love me now?

i wish i wasn't so alone.

xxstealyourface: well hello sweetness

distance SUCKS

so i'm just sittin at nicks house..waiting gfor hugh to pick ne back up..did'nt really wana go on a burn run and get crammed in the backseat of the 240. also, i have neglected to hang out iwht any of my friends lately..ya know hte ones that are really always there for me and who i ditch all the time. yeh..so i'm sittin on nicks futon, and hes gota ( Read more... )

i really don't understand how some people wake up in the morning and live with themselves being so cruel. i've meet some people who i believe actaully THRIVE off of hurting other poeple. it just amazes me. i'm just a littel girl who loves people, and yes, maybe too much, but i don't deserve half of the things in my life i have recieved. people are ( Read more... )

this week was well..interesting. aside from work i've been spending alot of time babysitting houses, going on the boat, and well..just enjoying myself. it's crazy to think that last year right now i'd be recovering from one nation. what a difference one year can make. i've lost like 4 pounds in the past week as a result of being too busy and ( Read more... )

i've been so happy lately. it's so nice to be with someone who wantd to see you. i didnt come home the other night and my mother basically disowned me. yeh great. idk waht to do anymore about them. im a "stranger paying rent in their house now" awesome. oh well..how come everyone i ever get involved iwth is a huge stoner. maybe it's just the area. ( Read more... )

ive ben really ahppy lately. im hadly ever home. all i do is work but after taht i hang out with a new group of frineds. well not really "new' but some of them are. i've been staying up till like 3 every night iwth a certain someone.. it makes me happy. just sitting by the water and drinking. were all going to tom petty tomorrow night. las timew i ( Read more... )

last night was like out of a movie. fuckin like 10 kegs..over 300 people. me and tara had so much fun. then got like 2 hours of sleep and worked 9 hours. and now here i am again..and i needa go to sleep. i hung out iwth people tonght that i've heard of but never met. life changes every day. in a million ways ( Read more... )

HA, i think that's the funnies thing ever ( Read more... )