so i've come to teh realization that no matter hoew pretty i try to look, how many times a day i go running, no mastter how much water i drink and try to be healthy, it wont get me love. i try to keep myself busy by doing these things, and it works for a little bit, but every single night i cry myself to sleep. what did i do to deserve this? how ( Read more... )

umm i really have to stop drinking so much. last gniht i went to dannys hosue and fell dow n the stairs 3 times. alot of ppl were carrying me around. =/ i was so fucking drunk, and it was horrible. i dont remember anything but my mother calling his hosue for directions and then evernually at luike 4 am nick came n saved me. hes so nice to me..i ( Read more... )

i wana get myself back in again the soft vibe of oblivion

i wana taste the salt of your skin

hows it guna be when you dont know me anymore

hows it guna be?

i got my computer back ( Read more... )

i think i drive myself crazy sometimes ( Read more... )

i broke my phone last ngiht ( Read more... )

i don't think i've ever been in worse shape ( Read more... )

or actually.. lack there of. since i turned 19, i can't do anything anymore. no car..no computer (shh) , no phone..its totally gay. all i do is sit in my room and stare at the wall. no joke. today i get to drive to work though..yay. if i come home at 12 every night i can drive to and from work. which is worth it to me cause it relaxes me. so ( Read more... )

yeh ok..noooow im drunk writing this ( Read more... )

1*First grade teacher's name: don't remember ( Read more... )