last ngiht cathy came..at like 2 am. poor thing got pulled over and almost got a dui but go away with that part. jsut a minorspeeding ticket. bound to have happened sooneror later i guess ( Read more... )

well i finally have a job. at SUBWAY again lol. it's really cool. we jsut watch tv n stuff. i was like tryin to run around n clean shit n shes like nah u dont ahve to do that..go make soemthing to eat..come watch this soap opera with us....uhh k ( Read more... )

i hate how i can't use my car at night ( Read more... )

mmm i'm sittin in my room listening to music..its um boring ( Read more... )

i told you ( Read more... )

i was looking into my own eyes before.
i looked long and hard to try and see the person i was
all i saw was a shell of a girl i used to be
a shell filled with fake smiles and pain
is it true that change means it never goes back to normal?
i need the gleam in them back, a trace of hope
i need to be alive again

outside a second ago i was repearting that outloud to myself in hopes i wouldnt cry ( Read more... )

i own the word cool ( Read more... )

once again, here i am, up wehn no one else is. i have no one to talk to, and im just drinking alone so maybe i can fall asleep. can you say alcoholic? i haven't done any drugs here, except htat one line that kid on the street gave us. it was good. but it jsut made me want more..yeh like always. all the kids got arrested last week so teres no "beans ( Read more... )

so ive been ehre since saturday, and my heads alot clearer. everyones alseep. but i am kinda over alot of the shit i had at home. even though it still sucks taht i have nothing to come home to, i can finally sleep alone without crying myseklf to sleep, and i jsut want to get a job and stuff. i hate valentines day, it made me so sad. i thoguht i was ( Read more... )