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I'm really trying to climb out of this pit of depression and anxiety, but I just can't do it. I wonder if it's even worth trying. I sometimes think it's just where I belong. So many things are bothering me right now, I don't even know where to begin. The usual stuff, of course, but other stuff has been added on top of that - unemployment, etc. I am ( Read more... ) -
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Where else can I say this? I want a baby. I want a baby so, so badly. Ugh. Shoot me. -
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I need to talk about Raúl Esparza's perfect butt. -
Gawd
I was looking at the last post I made. Nothing has changed, really. Well, I've changed states twice since then, but you know what I mean. If clinical depression had a physical body, I would tear it apart, set it on fire, and then poop on it. Ugh.
Perhaps planned writing activities with a dear LJ friend will help. :) I remain hopeful. -
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I want to write, but I’m blocked. I want to cook, but I’m blocked. I just spend my free time in front of the computer, smoking one cigarette after another. Is this the most productive way to spend my time? Hell, no. There are tons of things that need to be done around the house. I could try to get some work done for the upcoming summer ( Read more... ) -
Bing Bong
Here's an update:
1. Arkansas still sucks.
2. Sean can still eat shit and die.
3. I am ON vacation.
4. I am NOT sober right now, even thought it's 7:44 am...
5. Maybe I have a problem (see above) LOL
6. Ash and I are still working on the story in the form of letters, and it's a lot of fun. I need this creative exercise.
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I couldn't let the day pass without wishing you a happy day
Happy birthday, George. Love you. -
No place like home for the holidays
Too bad I'm more than 6000 miles away with no friends or family in sight. -
My address
Since my journal is friends only, I feel comfortable posting my address here. It's the university's address anyway.
Brandy Griffin
ELC
Koc Universitesi
Rumelifeneri Yolu
34450 Sariyer
Istanbul
Turkey