I didn't get to weigh myself today- but i have officially been back on track for 7 days now. Today- 396 calories. All I had was broccoli, yogurt, salmon, and green beans. Rockin. :) I've got myself on a plan. Now I've just got to get back over to the gym ( Read more... )

Back down to 144. Back on track. Birthday on Sunday!!!!!!!!

Go happiness and joy!

if i had the balls to kill myself i would do it ( Read more... )

It's been a weird day. Not too happy with my eating... but at least I didn't go over 1000 again. Still, I'm not back to normal, and I don't know how to get there.... I feel like I'm really lost most of the time... and I get home at night having done so well.... and then I binge... and it all seems like a bad dream. I feel so terrible while I'm ( Read more... )

So I did several really retarded things today. The first being I had a very large bowl of fruit for breakfast in hopes of boosting my sinking ship that some people call a metabolism. (This made me hungry for the rest of the day.) I then decided to do an hour dance class and an hour on the elliptical... which was GREAT and I burned up more than the ( Read more... )

I stayed under 700 today- I may be getting back on track. I think a lot of it has to do with things being better with Jack. I really hate it when we fight... I always eat so bad when we're not doing well ( Read more... )

888 cal, 14 fat- crap.

(though i did get laid... so the day wasn't a complete bust....)

Jack and I are (I believe) back together again... though I'm never wuite sure what's going on with us.

But still not back on track. This breakup has been really hard on me. I struggle to keep myself motivated. The gym closed today at 7, but luckily I got out of work a few minutes early... so I got over there about 6:15. I didn't get a long workout, but I at least got some exercise.... Which drops my net cal count down a bit for the day ( Read more... )

Tried to talk to Jack tonight. It didn't go as well as I planned it to. Yeah. And I binged ( Read more... )

High-ness is good. Munchies are not. I was at 399 a few hours ago, and I smoked and binged out and I'm now at 793. But I'm done. Once I post my food, I cannot eat any more at all ( Read more... )