i worked hard on the bed but didn't get it finished. i got it framed in and framed the slats. when i started attaching the legs i decided i wanted 4x4s instead of 2x4s and also wanted extra brackets for support. so i guess we'll go back to home depot and grab those tomorrow and i can finish it up. i'm so excited! it's 34" high (from the floor to ( Read more... )

what song(s) would your ideal, best ever house cleaning mix have on it? anything goes. please respond. i need all the motivation i can get!

got a good workout in this morning while tricky hung out with z. brought music for the first time. yeah, i've been working out without music. it's meditative, i get meotional, shit gets worked out. but i'm finding myself not wanting to go to the gym because i'm not in the mood to get all deep and dark and shit. the physical workout always feels ( Read more... )

reposted for jaqxun:

where credit is due: the art of being a dyke bottom. circa 2001.

( tyler smut. circa 2004. )

okay, i'm a little more awake now ( Read more... )

i have felt so out of it for a number of days now. i need to snap out of the shit. really ( Read more... )

my journal was public for over three years, and then came the bullshit, and now it's friends olny ( Read more... )

today has offered blow after blow. i am sitting here trying to feel blessed or identify the origin of my terrible mood so i can attempt to remedy it. i'm in a funky place, thick and reletless with no identifiable doors, in or out. i need sleep desperately ( Read more... )

1/4/05

as though an arial photograph
i know you now,
after all what is between us?
a map of veins.

a child, i watched you
garden beneath a patchwork
of mulberry leaves;
generations bloomed
from your palm.
this family tree,
thick as genesis.

livsmama resolved a poem a day this year, and i am in awe.

but maybe i'll try too...