So.  I'm crying again.  Just woke up doing my daily singing.  There is this one song that I love to sing cause its quiet and easily in my range.  I sing everyday now.  I can feel my voice going though. Im old.

At first it was just a song this little girl juni and me sang when I babysat.  Having boys, this was fun for me.  I started singing it all ( Read more... )

So it was recently posted that Kelly Conway was sitting on the couch in her dress on her knees about ready to take a picture. And a whole bunch of people are talking about how unpresidential is. I am very very confused by this I am watching Society trying to figure out what people want and I'm trying to figure out what I want. This is what I've got ( Read more... )

I feel like art.  Ever changing, ever molding art. In the center carries the root of emotions and memories that guide me. This is what holds me still.  But the outside is in constant change and constant motion from the world and how it effect me. I always considered my self an empath.  My ability to feel others emotions have never helped anyone.  ( Read more... )

I know your suppose to love your sister to the fullest.  Some sisters are really good at being there for you and some well, dont.  Let me be the first to say that me and my sister are Yin and Yang. She's light and I'm dark. Shes social and im an intravert. She is book smart and im street smart.  When she lost weight, I gained ecetra.... We were ( Read more... )

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Somedays I'm glad im a hermit. Everyone has opinions and they are all screaming that they want to be paid attention to. They follow each other so blindly. Why do I keep getting the feeling that everyone is going to walk off a cliff. Its exausting keeping up with all the chatter. I've must of posted 20 comments this week and erased them. There is no ( Read more... )

The medication is working on eli.  His teacher just called me and said he had two perfect days.  He does seem more reasonable. Its a start.

Ive lost 50 lbs....30 more to go and I wont be obese anymore. I havent been below that in over 25 years.   Question is....will I feel normal again? What is normal?

Thoughts have been popping up about that place for a while now. Of Course it's my friend Michelle who put it in my head. Over the summer she made a comment that they made a Facebook page and that I should join. I declined the offer.  I have been at the bottom of the barrel my whole life. I could never find anyone in anything. I moved out here in ( Read more... )

So I tried to write last night but my livejournal wasn't working right or it was my connection. I literally fell asleep being soothed by the strong gusts of wind . A strong storm soothes stressful mind.

So today I gave my son his first dose of Ritalin. I have absolutely dreaded this for years. I Remember having so much backbone with Andrew. I ( Read more... )