I LOVE ME

LIFE IS GOOD
LIFE IS GRAND
TILL WE FIND A
RAT IN A CAN

SO SHALL BE
A DEAD MOUSE IS HE
AND OFF TO
HEAVEN HE RAN

BY BY LITTLE TRASH RAT

you don't wanna know my desires and night mares
there when I feel the most down
most of the time i'm ok
I just need to put it down
and take it down a notch

I just wanna go back to that beach in traverse city... sitting in the night, hearing the cold waters and seeing the endless night sky....i didn't have to think and if i did every little thought seemed important.

OK so I'm sober...now what... I can tell the difference in me and I don't like it ( Read more... )

Drug Free,,,,,,Finally ... now the rest of the stuff on my list of problems....
I feel like I should go get a two week marker and a bible or something

if this doesn't work I don't know what I'm gonna do

I am starting to feel better though.......

I CAN BEAT THIS!

I'm ok today, me and paul talked,, nothing got done but at least it's out there,, I feel better somewhat and I could have a job interview in Detroit soon,,,,I guess the only place left to go from rock bottom is up....

I hope this works

I'm crabby today, irritated, I cant seem to talk to my husband,,, I don't know if were friends anymore,, I cant hold onto friends right now for the life of me,,, I just ended my longest friendship of ten years, katie was always good to me....

I just want it to all end,,,,,,,

all the pain

I need it to end...

SO I HEAR NOBODY IS HERE ANYMORE........ bummer cause I'm back ( Read more... )