so yesterday I took my sisters aderoll. I know what your thinking, stupid right taking other peoples drugs. All I want is to read a book, I don't read very well and I was never good at school. I wish I could read stories. To escape from my reality in my own little corner. so I was told to take a half and I took a whole one instead and felt like ( Read more... )

so yesterday I too my sisters adederol. I know what your thinking, stupid right taking other peoples drugs. All I want is to read a book, I don't read very well and I was never good at school. I wish I could read stories. To escape from my reality in my own little corner. so I was told to take a half and I took a whole one instead and felt like ( Read more... )

The Next memory ( Read more... )

My first memory in my life was the day we moved out of the trailer and into a big three bedroom house. I was three and I remember feeling so excited to have all this space. Even thought he house couldn't be more then 1200 sq feet it was a castle for me. There was this big post in the living room and I remember walking on like I was on a high wire ( Read more... )

I hate my life today.

i'm sick and miserable in every way, don't wanna.

2 inches from wanting to become a stepford wife to get rid of all this mess

I sit here with my son all day ( Read more... )

oh yeah if anyone still read this......i'm having a boy.....i'm very very happy that i'm gonna have two little boy's and one big one to share my world with.

I'm very happy
and even happy that i'm happy.

I get so frustrated with certain people and I feel like I'm always cryin out that you don't pay enough attention to me which just seems so petty. You want me to be your friend, you want me to come over and hang but you wont do the same for me. I can't even count on one hand how many times you've been to my house. Why should I care then. Its bull ( Read more... )

I believe in the new
I believe I can be new
isnt it my right
are my old way allowed still
am I still new

i'm happier
but the less pain I feel
the more away from myself I am

whatever thats just a munch of nonesense

older wiser sober different

don't really like it

I feel like I don't have a choice

I feel like a mom

so out of place