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haunted_no_more

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Jun 03, 2007 19:12

I'm not sure what this place will hold for me from now on. I've enrolled at the school, I've entered into a relationship, and I've now been faced with proof that I am not a god.

Whether this last thing is good or not, I don't know. For now, I will believe that it is and continue on, this time as a normal... or rather, above average, human.

( Screened to L, Raidou, Yuna, Reno and Mikami; hackable. )

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mugenbattou June 4 2007, 00:54:38 UTC

Oh, look. It's the virgin.

haunted_no_more June 4 2007, 01:00:36 UTC

Persistent, aren't you? If you think I'm so pitiful for being a virgin, why do you bother contacting me again?

mugenbattou June 4 2007, 01:03:36 UTC

Boredom.

haunted_no_more June 4 2007, 01:05:36 UTC

Go annoy someone else. You said yourself that I'm not all that entertaining.

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adjured June 4 2007, 01:09:41 UTC

I don't think it's wrong. You were only doing what you thought you had to. You feel remorse for one person because you realize that you care about them. As I've said, this city is a place for new beginnings. In this place, nothing is expected of you save what you expect of yourself.

(OOC; She totally hacked the sex part. XD She's choosing not to comment, but if he does ask, she is a doctor. ♥)

haunted_no_more June 4 2007, 02:10:20 UTC

Thank you, that's very kind. I've found myself enjoying this city -- for the most part. I like this idea of a second chance and I hope to use it to... start over, as you've suggested. To begin again and this time, learn from someone else, who has more... sound judgment if innocence and guilt.

[OoC: It's such a pity he doesn't know that. XD She's probably the only doctor in Lumiere that he would feel uncomfortable discussing that sort of thing with... but also the only one he'd want to ask about it. Fwahaha!]

adjured June 4 2007, 10:29:29 UTC

I'm glad that you've found that person.

(OOC; Ahahah~ He'll find out eventually. ♥)

haunted_no_more June 4 2007, 12:24:45 UTC

As am I.

[OoC: Possibly quite soon, if Basch tells him she's a doctor. XD He saw the post about Larsa making a recovery thanks to her and it peaked his interest. Okay, so I nudged him just a tiny bit...]

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l_desu_bong June 4 2007, 01:22:15 UTC

Wow...Yagami-kun...so much to say...I will try to do this in the best manner possible ( ... )

haunted_no_more June 4 2007, 02:29:16 UTC

[Screened; hackable] Then I'll just have to find my own definition for those words, won't I?

As for the talk... while it may not have changed my emotions on the subject, it has still changed me. I feel no connection to the victims, but I recognize, logically, that what I did was wrong. Thus, because I do not wish to be evil, I will avoid killing anyone -- innocent or not -- in the future. The death of the guilty will inevitably lead to the death of the innocent, with the use of my method. I see that now. I understand it as being wrong. In that respect, you have changed my behavior into something we both recognize as better. You wanted to stop me from killing again, correct? You have succeeded.

As for the emotional side of things... after the realization of my lack of empathy, I am grateful for what little I do feel -- and the strength of what I feel towards you.

I figured you would read it. Would you settle for it if I said we are the best?Uncertainty afterwards..? You mean, regarding performance? I honestly can't admit to knowing ( ... )

l_desu_bong June 4 2007, 03:19:35 UTC

[Private/hackable] Yes, I suppose you will. We all needed to. It can only apply to us, but we can try to shed our logic on others. ::softly:: You sort of shed yours on me...Unfortunately.

I did want to stop you from killing, and I managed to do that. So, job well done. I suppose I will never get you to see things as I do, but then again, we'd have problems if you did because you open my eyes too. That may be why I am so attached to you...you not only understand me but are not blindly worshipping me because of my name. You're actually putting effort into me. That's something much better than anything I could get from those that just...agree.

I am grateful for what you feel too. Because those feelings amaze me and put us where we are now. I like where we are. A lot...

I guessed you knew I would when you addressed me in it. I am sure you wanted me to. *smiles* Of course Yagami-kun...we are the best. But may I ask why all you posts are so easy to hack? I'm playing...I am sure to people you want out it's a challenge. Uncertainty...I ( ... )

haunted_no_more June 4 2007, 06:24:21 UTC

[Private; hackable] Unfortunately? I hope I haven't hurt you by doing so.

Agreement without question is a sign of weakness, and we are both anything but weak, though there are times when we suffer from weakness... as you pointed out to me during our talk. I didn't question my own judgment, and that led to... murders.

Where we are is a very, very good place.

It's rather similar to that screened post you made, then isn't it?

We'll be vulnerable together, though. I think, if we're both feeling that way, then things will be all right. After all, if we're concerned with being hurt, won't we be cautious so that we don't hurt the other? Sex is the game... but love is not. The physical act will always be something invigorating, challenging if we choose to make it that way, but with the emotional side of it... that is what I want to remain serious. We've played with our lives before, and one of us lost. If we don't play with our hearts to begin with, then we have nothing to lose. Physically, I want a game, but in the emotional tangle we ( ... )

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