Do you ever just wonder why you hold on to those memories that you should really let go...but you just can't? I wish did have to ability to forget about everything that has happened in the past and move on, but something still holds me back. I am very happy where I am at in my life except for one thing. I need his acceptance, I need him to ( Read more... )

When I am lost ( Read more... )

Happy New Years everyone....I know it's way to late to say all that! New Years this year was good....could have been better, could have been worse. I did spend it with my fiance' (that's right, I said it correctly). Bradley proposed to me on Dec. 26th and I've never been happier. If anyone would like to help out with ideas and stuff for the ( Read more... )

For the words that I can't speak when you take my breath away......I love you.

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Thank you for last night Bradley. It meant the world to me.

Apparently I glow and smile and giggle and have birds flying around my head. Is that bad?

I love my rose colored glasses. I can see so much more now.

I am about to do something that will completely fuck everything up or make everything so much better......I just hope the outcome won't be the first one.

I would honestly sell my soul for a big, warm, loving hug and this nasty feeling have inside to just go away forever. Why does love have to hurt so much?

Name: Rebecca Anne Geisel ( Read more... )