it hit me today, im not okay.

My friend died... and it hasn't hit me yet. I'm not sure if it ever will at this point. Thanksgiving this year wasnt the same. The food was so fulfilling yet everyone felt so empty ( Read more... )

i feel like im in the wrong place. like i dont belong anymore. it's not the people or school that's to blame my reasoning but it's just a tick in the back of my mind that has changed all my goal objectives in life. i use to want to be somebody rich, somebody independent, someone who somebody else would admire the way i have worked and lived. now i ( Read more... )

damn... this has been an intense 10 weeks. It all boils down to the last weekend here before i'm done with my first semester of college! So at first, i was scared, didn't no anybody, missed my dog, was afraid of getting shot, and basically didn't think i would keep a 3.0 being that i heard it's hard to make an a at scad. And as i was driving back ( Read more... )

so last week a gang guy shot a guy in the haed while he was driving and crashed into our building during class...

yesterday, i ran from someone who tried to mug me.

today, a kid got shot in the face at the local gas station...

I'm a lil scared down here... i'm thinking about getting a bullet proof vest! HAHA

No but for real...savannah is the

so i'm here in savannah! and honestly i love it! so much to do and places to go! Everyone here has a bike! would it be gay if i had a bicycle? haha oh! so my parents leave today and i'm pretty sad because unlike my roomate im not going home every weekend. I'll prolly make a stop home half way through the quarter. i donno. I met alot of guys but ( Read more... )

so every one is leaving soon in the next week or so and i have a whole month left before i go... Who wants me to visit them first? anyone? cause i dont want to sit on my behinny for a month :(

ok this is not the norm for me but today i'm going to talk about my feelings...

I feel as if i'm on cloud 9! Make that cloud 109!! He makes me feel good! I wish i met him earlier because in 1 1/2 months, i'm gone. bummer. But for right now i feel as if i'm living...

was that beyond corney? sorry... next time i won't talk about feelings...;)

yesterday at lake hartwell...the weirdest 4th of july occured ( Read more... )

oh shit... i just recieved $10,000 in scholarship from SCAD! YAY! I can definitly go now!!