I feel like a Zombie, but maye I need Zombie Testosteroam bc i dont feel like roaming in search of brains. I AM feeling like drinking OJ and having Banana Walnut bread. Gonna try to get coverage for my shift.

I was thinking that I dont want to sign my name didferently. My patron Saint is Mary Magdalene and I am gonna adopt Saint Michael as well. If ( Read more... )

I was taking my necklace off and looked in the mirror, totally changed and brightened my day. My arms behind my head made my muscles flex slightly, I flexed and saw my bicept jump. It has way more shape than before. Seeing muscles on myself turns me on, makes me feel sexy and now excited for the physique I WILL have. Finally, the physique I have ( Read more... )

Monica said she would rub scar prevention cream on my pecs if I had "top surgery". Actually she said "Ill rub scar cream on anything you wanted ;)" My GOD she is a smooth talker. She is being supper supportive about all of this and it makes me wonder if I want to date other ppl. She really loves and accepts me the way I am, even when I poke my ( Read more... )

Im gonna ask my doctor to see a reputable psych and decide whether this Uterus thing is for me. Ive had it 30 years and not onky have I not used it to reproduce nor plan to, but despise estrogen! I want a muscular physique, more reasoning and rationale, most of all a bullshit shield defense against women. So... Maybe Im just being greedy or maybe ( Read more... )

Im finally hitting the wall. Im always at one job worrying about being on time or getting enough sleep for the other job. I either dont have time to eat, am too tired to eat, or cant seem to get enough to eat and get sick from eatig so much. I need to see a doctor a nutritionist and a dentist. I need to enroll in classes and get my transcripts to ( Read more... )

I refused the ring on financial grounds. She is taking it back. I feel better about it. It was a sweet gesture.
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My GOD Ive been groggy today. I hadnt taken my night meds in so long that when I took them last night they hit me with the one-two punch. I felt hungover and it reminded me how lame drinking is. I also was so frustratex I thought about jow much Id like a bump of coc. Which pissed me off. I hate that I wont "waste my time" going to therapy or a ( Read more... )

My store meetig today ended with my boss shedding tears but saying with. Dignity " Im askig you guys to clean and work like my job depends on it, because now it does." Our DM gae my mgr a huge Christmas bonus and kudos for bringing the store out of the gutter and into a top performer in our District, all of a sudden right after Christmas she ( Read more... )

Im making great progresa on weightloss by just adding the putrid Wild Oregano Oil drops to my "diet". I just started my cycle wihout bloating,cramps, or any warning. However, I need to see a Doc and get a lot of tests done and refill my Cymbalta. I have 2 left and then the vomiting, diahrea, brain fog etc. Begin. Though, my bodiea PH will not be ( Read more... )

Undoing my pants while watching tv, realizing Im wearing my pair of boy briefs, really turns me on.
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