For Once 8
Wrecking
One week has passed.
You changed.
You are cold.
Not like behaving cold, you're freezing.
Or why are you shivering?
No one knows how to please you these days.
It's tearing me apart.
I stand far from you, giving the needed space.
This event had been planned so long ago.
No need to whisper names into your ear.
Your false smile can't even convince the dumbest person anymore.
It's enough now.
In seconds I am next to you, trying not to seem too eager.
Follow me,
I whisper.
Your eyes fall shut and for a moment I think you will faint.
No, you never falter.
Wha...t the....?
You're pale. You sway.
Then you fall.
What happened? What did I miss?
Please wake up!
Please!
You lay in my arms like you're sleeping. So beautiful.
But I am scared.
I whisper your name over and over again, calling out for help.
Everybody is just staring. Too afraid to move.
Too late.
Chapter 1: http://heartbigapple.livejournal.com/572.html
Chapter 9: http://heartbigapple.livejournal.com/2567.html
One week has passed.
You changed.
You are cold.
Not like behaving cold, you're freezing.
Or why are you shivering?
No one knows how to please you these days.
It's tearing me apart.
I stand far from you, giving the needed space.
This event had been planned so long ago.
No need to whisper names into your ear.
Your false smile can't even convince the dumbest person anymore.
It's enough now.
In seconds I am next to you, trying not to seem too eager.
Follow me,
I whisper.
Your eyes fall shut and for a moment I think you will faint.
No, you never falter.
Wha...t the....?
You're pale. You sway.
Then you fall.
What happened? What did I miss?
Please wake up!
Please!
You lay in my arms like you're sleeping. So beautiful.
But I am scared.
I whisper your name over and over again, calling out for help.
Everybody is just staring. Too afraid to move.
Too late.
Chapter 1: http://heartbigapple.livejournal.com/572.html
Chapter 9: http://heartbigapple.livejournal.com/2567.html