Jus binged on

2 pancakes
crackers
cup of noodle
peice of balony

Just purged

now no more of this shit.. I wish i cud go bak to bed but gotta shower nd go to the dentist..But after ill go jogging
15 laps/3miles

Therapy

andthen ill hit up Heed

yah so the days are going well..I left work early cus of the rain, i wish i cud go back to bed but i cant, besides i need to get in an amazingwork out today!!Cir is so fukin awesome<33 she makes me happy. We went to te movies,we saw the Manchurian candiate, i didnt really wanna see it but im glad wed it was pretty intense, but totall worth it. She ( Read more... )

depression has come over me again. Its like a cough that wont go away.. Damnit i hate it. 530 in the morning and wide awake. i took a sleepin pill at 11ish woke up at 330 am..been up ever since..fuckin sucks..I cant get over what happend today w. ceria. Im so depessed. I feel like ifucked everything up. The most Beautiful girl, in the world i want ( Read more... )

" your razors my wrist , my tears your kiss"

o so very confused..Back in day treatment in 2 weeks.I think it will benefit me.I saw my gpa last night. He wispered in my ear, im the greatest and i love you. Makes it all seem better knowing that i make him feel better.im head over heels for ceria. Everything is so weird. Shes noticing how i isolte myself, she hates it,i can tell. Its pushing her ( Read more... )

for the first time this entire summer im smiling.I met someone so special. she beautiful, shes amazing, I told her things i never told people and i hardly know her. Im so happy right now. She held my hands, she told me i am beautiful. As soon as we started kissin i relaized i like this girl so much( i mean b4 that new) but...theres something ( Read more... )

bleggh bad headache..binged bad 2day too,.. Planing to do a good workout 2moro, after my intake ( Read more... )

"Stop my bleeding heart"

im xcusted..Im gunna try not to make this a depressing entry..Ill save that for my therpist 2moro. O btw yah i started mking the journal public again, cus if u really wanna read about my life..welll Damnn go ahead.. Theres a book coming out not to long from now, about my life so im giving u all some extras, so when u do purchase te book ** and i ( Read more... )

Everything has been so hard lately ( Read more... )