I'm a little bit in love with you. <3

So i forgot we live in a world where guys beat up little girls like me and fat cunts refuse to listen to anything that anyone says ever because they dont realize just how disgusting they are. I forgot how shitty people actually are. I also dont remember when fat disgusting slobby girls began to think that they can just run around slopping all over ( Read more... )

i always catch myself begging ( Read more... )

I suppose it couldn't have failed any worse than it did.  Its so fucking sad to watch someone you love change shape and turn into someone you barely know. and eventually enough is enough, no relationship is a real relationship if your always changing your mind about how much you love one another or if you want to be with each other or not. Its not ( Read more... )

so carly left for italy and i miss her more than everrrrr. she is my best friend. i am so sad. i cried hysterically at the airport.  it was terrible. the house is quite lonely without her. it will take some getting used to. this week hasnt been so bad. i hung out with sean just about everyday. i never get tired of him. its his birthday friday. i ( Read more... )

You know when you come so close to the the end and then you take one step back and that one step saves you from total destruction.  don't question what you've got. be true to those that love you. Know yourself, and love yourself. love him for who he is. don't leave unless he hurts you bad enough. resolve things, dont let go for dumb reasons. Don't ( Read more... )

its the worst when my parents fight over us. we cause alot of problems but so unintentionally.  i love my parents/ i just cant make them happy.

no matter what you read or seen or have heard or believe....you have to understand that was all in the past.  I don't want to hurt you. ever.  You know what i was like in the past and theres nothing i can do to change that. i could barely think straight in those times. i cant be sorry for the things i've done. but i can promise they will never be ( Read more... )

Im really bad at giving advice and helping people. its hard for me to really relate and care to what theyre going through,  i like to see everyone happy but when things go wrong its hard for me even try to fix them. i dont know where or when to start. when people are extremely upset they usally want to be left alone. at least i know i do. i dont ( Read more... )

i love it, i love him, for all that its worth, i will pay any price to make him stay