Well theres too much to say thats happened in the past weeks. its been insane. Ive gone insane aand i am bored out of my fucking mind. Ive lost my best friend and just about all my friends. and i have no one left. But im kind of coming to terms with that: if they realy ever were my friend theyd be there for me in every aspect of my life. In which ( Read more... )

I know for a fact that i have never before adored someone more than i do him. in previous times i have never been more happy than when i am with him. the thought never crossed my mind that some one so perfect ever existed. and that is it, perfect is the only word that could ever come close to describing him. i dont know what it is...maybe its his ( Read more... )

Im in the worst mood of my life. school sucked worke sucked. and i jsut got into a fight with my sister. shes so fucking slefish she doesnt care about anyone but her self and if she gets her way everythings ok. I wish i had a boyfriend to buy me Uggs for xmas. But i dont. so scratch that idea. I crushed my glasses in my bag so i need new glasses ( Read more... )

im bored. and im always in trouble. casuing me to have no life what so ever. but whatever. maybe i can stay out of trouble for longer then a week. who knows. i went to bed at 8:30 last night. it was sick. i went to powder puff froze my ass off and left. tomorrow is thanksgiving. i hate thanksgiving. today is the day my aunt died. its been two ( Read more... )

well i hope drinking all that water did me some good ( Read more... )

hmm everyone is getting their license. Im so bored. its a four day weekend. i dont feel like doing anything. its very nice outside. i hate him sometimes. everyones in a bad mood. this is random thoughts. i miss her. i hate school. i love clothes. i spent my entire pay check yesterday and it was wonderful. i like work sometimes. i like the ( Read more... )

well when you make an effort for things to change and then things never change, its very disappointing. sometimes i think to myself well maybe its jsut me and i am the one who is wrong... but then i think again and im like how can that be. some people just dont understand when they are hurting you. some people dont give a fuck about anyone else ( Read more... )

ehh schools been good. i work alot. i let him get to me. i hate more than ive ever imagined. im still on a rampage of stupidity. i love it. school isnt as much of a hell as last year. cheerleading is hot and sweaty. my classes are all easy. I miss my best friend, shes too busy fer me. :[
shes changin with the times.
mmhmm she is.

today hmm,well ill start with today not that anyone reads this anyway ( Read more... )

So this week was not eventful. fourth of july was fun. thats about it. i went shopping. ordred some nice shoes, that was good ( Read more... )