actually putting it all away. this morning i had the strenght to put all memories of HIM away.

"Well if you should nervously break down ( Read more... )

please leave me alone. yes, i officially have a stalker. i don't like it. went out once, apologize that i wasn't ready to date. said he was a great guy but he was way too intense for me. so at 2:30 in the morning he calls and asks missyc to wake me up, what is he crazy. she wasn't as nice as me and tells him to leave me alone. than he sends ( Read more... )

wed i went to see jason mraz, little did i know he would point at me, than proceed to sing to me. i thought i was hallucinating from my 102 fever, but i was mistaken because the people on the side of me, we hitting me, screaming i can't believe he's singing to you. on a brighter note, i left the show immediately, wanting to go to the hospital ( Read more... )

it's funny i can't remember the exact date bret and i broke up, i just know it was on a friday, and it seems like it happened months ago. sometimes i still get sad, especially when i remember all the great times we had. the moments, the little things that were said, the times we spent. i talked to him tonight, it was online, but we still talked ( Read more... )

i bought my books for 3 classes today, the cost $306.85, they were all used books too! i'm so glad school starts next week, i can get my mind off of things.

now that we aren't together anymore, is he reading my livejournal again. if you are reading my livejournal. i miss you.

last night i was suppose to go out with jaime. i went home took a shower and got ready. just when i was about to leave my house, i stopped. i couldn't walk through the doors. i fear seeing him, i don't know if i am strong enough to handle it. how can you just be someone's friend? after sharing so much? how can i just stop loving him, how can ( Read more... )

please forgive me, i have a brokenheart. bret and i broke up, it's 2 weeks today. i am having a difficult time dealing with this. so if you see me, please understand, i am not the happiest person in the world.

i'm exhausted from all the tears i cried tonight from fighting with bret. everything is fine, boy was he mad at me. i deserved him to be that angry for i shouldn't have screamed at him the way i did, or said the words i said. i am not going to get into what the fight was about, but i did have cause to be upset, and he did apologize. well right ( Read more... )