I guess I did OK today. Probably around 700 calories. Too high, but I was proud of myself because I watched TV today without eating too much. It's really almost like a light switch. I turn the TV on, I eat too much. But I still wanna watch TV so I need to just keep trying to overcome this wierd connection. So yay for that. Tommorow is the start of ( Read more... )

What was I thinking?

( Read more... )

Perhaps I'm weak, or maybe not. Either way, I've decided that the only way I can go about this is doing it the "healthy" way. By saying that I mean 1000 calories or so a day, and exercise. I just couldn't get the motivation to exercise when I was eating so little. I'm beginning to doubt if I have a "disorder." All I want is to lose weight. I read ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

( Read more... )

( Read more... )

I'm about to go to an interview for this really cool program and I'm sorta nervous. Not really, but I'm getting those little butterfly thingies. I didn't do very well today. I mean, not against the way I judge. I don't think I had more than 500 calories, but I lost track of how much I had because I kept nibbling. So I'm going to skip dinner because ( Read more... )

*sigh* How many times am I going to do this ( Read more... )

YYAAYY ( Read more... )

I took 'before' pictures of my body tonight. I have this wierd obsession with jawlines, so I took tons of pictures of mine. I love looking at model's jawlines and how tight they are stretched across the bone, with no fat. I think my obsession stems from the fact that my face is the first place that shows when I've gaind weight. I get heavy under my ( Read more... )