i'm in san francisco and the loneliness i've been feeling has been overwhelming, to say the least. i finally got what i wanted and it's nothing like i expected. i feel like i'm 16 again; i cry myself to sleep every night and i'm broke beyond belief. i know that i'm right in the place i need to be for myself and that's all that should matter. but, ( Read more... )

looking for a place to live in sf is overwhelming! how do people do this?

hm ( Read more... )

after listening to a chorus of coughing goin' 'round the cubes, today i started to experience the pain behind the eyes and other warning signs of an impending illness. no! i swear, people were not meant to be grouped in like chattel for 8 hours a day. my co-workers just seem to pass an illness back and forth until the end of eternity. argh ( Read more... )

i chose CCA.

::exhale::

i hope i'm doing the right thing.

i have been completely exhausted and running on empty this entire week. my sleep has been completely compromised by this intense worry with what i'm doing with my future. my therapist tells me that i need to learn to calm down and create some time for self-care but i'm feeling a bit overwhelmed and ragged. pish-posh ( Read more... )

Dear L.A.,

I may have to find a reason to love you again because I think that Art Center may be the one.

Love,
Me

P.S. It would also be awesome if the money fairy would help me come up with tuition ::juts hand out and points to open palm::

i just ate soo much oatmeal. i feel like the staypuff marshmallow man. phew ( Read more... )

didn't do anything exciting for valentine's day: went to work, drank lots o' coffee, ate french fries, and now i'm in class....more later...
xox

( my valentine postbox )

school starts today and i'm beyond excited. i love academics, i can't help it! i decided to scrap my math class since i will be taking a bunch of project-based classes and when i take math, i have to study every day or i end up lost ( Read more... )