Boys suck! So I never really wanted like a truly committed relationship from this guy. With everything we had been through, it would have taken a long time to get to that point anyway. Okay... so after spending all weekend together he calls me last night and was said that he wasn't ready for commitment and just wanted to be friends. Oh this all ( Read more... )

So I spent the whole weekend with my boy. I had so much fun with him. So I guess I would say we are dating even though he was so clingy when we went out. At one bar he went to the bathroom and I was talking to this guy while he was gone. When he got back he was acting all manly and like hugged me and stuff. It was funny, sweet,and really annoying ( Read more... )

I'm sad today. I don't know why. I have no reason to be sad. I just am. I'm not like really depressed or wanting to kill myself or anything like that but I'm just sad right now. I'm sure I'll feel better in an hour or two. I always do. I think writing down my feelings help sometimes. I don't know. This post really doesn't have a point at all. I ( Read more... )

Yet another year of school has started and I'm already bored. I know that the first day of school is always boring with all the administrative stuff they have to do like hand out and review the syllabus but I'm already concidering ditching. Lucky for me I feel just a guilty ditching class as I do eating a meal so I won't actually do it but I'm ( Read more... )

So I talked to my boy for about an hour and a half last night and I laughed so hard... He makes me laugh which is really had to do. So I guess I do like him. God, thats hard to say. I'm so scared of getting hurt yet agian by him though. All well, life is a journey right? I guess I just have to see where it takes me ( Read more... )

so this weekend I ended up sleeping with my ex boyfriend. We were trying out the whole friend thing and since we had been a nonitem longer than we were together I honestly thought it was possible. Anyway, we went out to the bars and both had alot to drink (way to many calories - I'm upset about that too). He ended up kissing me and while he wanted ( Read more... )

I'm so sad today and I don't know why. There's lots of things going on that could contribute to it but i can't pin point why exactly all I want to do is curl up in a ball in my bed. I even left work early cause I felt sick. I feel like I was faking ill or something but I really did feel like I wasn't feeling good. I think it was mental thought ( Read more... )

So all summer I've struggled with losing weight. It seemed no matter what diet pill I took or how much I worked out, I would always lose alittle and gain it back and then lose alittle and gain it back. It was a never ending cycle that I couldn't stop. A week ago I started taking a multivitamin and like magic I've lost .5 to 1 pound a day and I'm ( Read more... )

So lately I've been wondering why I do this to myself. I hate it but I hate myself without it so I thought I would write a list so I can remind myself of the positives ( Read more... )

I had a family reunion this weekend. We all got together to celebrate my Great grandparents 70th wedding anniversary. They were so cute and the weekend was really good. I don't know if I had posted this already but I recently decided to try my hardest to cut out all meat. I did really good on this. If I absolutly had to eat I had salad or fresh ( Read more... )