From Aaron's journal ( Read more... )

Life is strange. I have spent the last hour talking to my friend from Cedar Point. It was funny because I felt like I was quoting Aaron a lot. It's funny because we talked a lot about the rape. I told him, I thought maybe, that tragic experience would have possibly brought me and my father closer together; that he would be there for me now. It hasn ( Read more... )

Remember When ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot today. All I want is to be happy. What makes me happy? Who knows? I haven't been happy in a long time. The last time? When I first started talking to Aaron.
I'm so tired. Why can't I get happy. Oh yea, because I'm too fat!

At times I do not know what to think. My "fiance" got pissed off because i wanted to get my tongue re-pierced. What gives? It's my tongue. NOT his. I'm about to say, screw the wedding, and talk to Brian. There are so many other guys out there. Ya know...I talked to Aaron. I was happy about that ( Read more... )

It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing ( Read more... )

"Whiskey Lullaby" by Brad Paisley and Alison Krauss ( Read more... )

Today has been a day of thought for me, and NOT good ones. I've been crying for the last 10 minutes, and for what? The only thing I need is a good bottle of tequilla or vodka. I live my life to make others happy. Forget my own happiness. I was ALL set to go to California,and I was REALLY excited. But then, my mother and my fiance masterminded this ( Read more... )

Sorry that I haven't written for awhile. I've just gotten my internet back plus I've been busy, and thinking a lot. If anyone is reading this,please pray for me. I don't have much faith these days, and I'm really struggling with a lot of things. I'm really hurting over my situation with Aaron. It's like we're not friends anymore. He's such an ( Read more... )

Well THE guy has a warrant out for his arrest. I might sue c.p. i don't know. don't really care. have nobody to talk. busy planning my wedding though. :) can't wait. more later. peace