I'm officially tired of people. I'm tired of opening up to people who think so little of me. Maybe it's them, maybe it's me. But either way, I think it's about time for a restart. It's time to hit the refresh.

It's time to move and to shake, ladies and gentlemen.

Hello, world. I figured I'd give an update on how my Japanese study is going. I'm still enjoying it greatly, and I feel that I'm making great progress. Most of my day is devoted to study now, which suits me just fine. I've spent most of today building up a music library of Japanese music, I'm already at over a gig and not even close to done. I'm ( Read more... )

Something I never expected to happen has happened. This is quite shocking to me. I've become...addicted. Addicted... to studying

This is truly an amazing thing. I can't stop studying Japanese. It's all I think about. Hell, it's all I do. Even while I'm using one studying technique, I'm already itching to get to another. I have Japanese music ( Read more... )

So, I lied. My desktop, after valiantly making it through the night, decided to give up the ghost the next day. I spent the entire day trying to fix it. You wouldn't believe the lengths I went to, it was quite the scene. Alas, it was all for nothing. As near as I could tell, the hard drive needed to be replaced. Damaged beyond repair, no matter how ( Read more... )

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I am not remembered fondly. Not by many. This is something that I have to live with. I try to do my best by people. I honestly do. I can't say I'm perfect, I know I'm not. I know I make a lot of mistakes, and I hurt people. But I've always tried to make the people I love happy. I see the things you say about me afterwards, though. It doesn't escape ( Read more... )

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Alright we did this once we can do it again, it's time to write only this time it's for fifteen minutes which I guess is a little more intimidating and also based on the fact that I've already spent ten minutes to today pouring out all the words I can. But I guess we'll just keep moving forward just like we did for the first bit. I don't really ( Read more... )

Alright here we go going to try this going to to try to get this done. I've got a timer counting down from ten minutes and I'm not going to stop writing in that time, in that every single word you read on this page is something that was preceded by the word before it in no untimely fashion, make no mistake. I'm not really sure what I want to say ( Read more... )

Okay. Um, hi journal. You're a bit intimidating, you know that? I keep thinking, "I should post," but every time there's this absolute feeling of intimidation. Why is that? Do I feel like I can't do my own life justice in the way I would transcribe it? That might be it. We're gonna push through, though. My life has done that thing it seems to do, ( Read more... )