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well, i have decided that i am going to take up my parents in washingtons offer and come visit. so from the 29th-10th, i will be washington, tacoma mostly, but now that i have my drivers licence, i will be renting a car instead of having people drive me places. so i intend to visit the people important to me in washington. so hit me up if you ( Read more... ) -
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getting tired of religion and their ambition to control everyone through the stings of fear, feeding them lies to the ultimate question, "what lies beyond the door of death?". you know what i say?? i say, I DONT KNOW!!!! and i wont know until that time comes. for the reason humans have over-developed cerebrums, we are constantly questioning ( Read more... ) -
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well, i have to say, i am feeling a little down today, a first in about maybe 3-4 months straight. and it pretty much has to do with the girl. i realized that i am trying to hard and losing my position of "beloved", and i feel like i am a rather boring person to her. i think that it would benifit me to back away for a little bit to kind of "lure ( Read more... ) -
Finding yourself....
i just wanted to say that i am hearing a lot of this lately.... "finding myself..." or "finding out who i really am". call me a shallow asshole kids, but if you want to find yourself, look down, or look in a mirror, or have someone else tell you your there. because thats all you have to do!!! i think people are way to over-dramatic these days, ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Change for the Better over a Decade
wow, this is a GREAT one. 10 years ago.... hmmm, i was a kid who got into drawing at the time, i was inexperienced at life. if i remember correctly, and for those of you who knew me at the time, i had a problem talking to people. i was one of those kids that no one wanted to talk to. funny how i am almost the opposite from what i was back then ( Read more... ) -
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just got done running 5k, feel great, a little coughy still, yet, quitting smoking has its advantages. thank god that nightmare is over. but now all the stuff wants to come up, oh, well, guess thats karma kickin my ass again. go figure. -
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ok, i am now moved into a bomb ass place and out of the military ghetto, angelly hall. good ridence!! now i have a kitchen, my own bathroom, and my own huge closet. i have a room mate, but he is cool and someone i know. so i am not dissapointed. on top of all this stuff, the kitchen, i am going to be cooking a lot of japanese food. yum yum ( Read more... ) -
An Honest Look at Myself....
i have have come to realize the final product of what i am in my good sense of nature. what i like to call my "id", the dark side of the moon, is something that i am trying ot figure out myself, and with a lot of realizations and veils of ignorance being pulled away from my eyes, its making me think in some evil, desperate, and irational ways. i ( Read more... )
