i was looking in the mirror today, and i became transfixed. i saw a relection that i didnt like. i dont know who i am, if doubt is the key to knowledge i feel lost, i doubt everything. i doubted whether or not if i ripped out one of my earrings if my fucking ear would come off with it. stop hearing voices. yeah that would be great. i wouldnt have ( Read more... )

THINKIN' ABOUT YOU ( Read more... )

i threw a roundhouse punch and was on the ground before i even knew what hit me. three missing teeath, 2 broken ribs, and a broken heart all intact. emo was dieing. i begged you not to go, i begged you i pleaded. when the lead singer of this futile movements voice can get higher than any other males i know even if their dick was in a vise grip, emo ( Read more... )

thinking back i remembered it so clearly, youre so last summer.............i saw everything, the western coast...........then all of a sudden everything got blurry, everyones so fake.............i thought about just ending it, it doesnt even matter...........i got stuck in limbo, dont let me let you go....................i cried for awhile, sat and ( Read more... )

have you ever been caught between a gasp and not being able to breath? having your heart race fast, yet beating slow at the same time? i had this dream last night, actually it wasnt a dream at all, it was a glimpse. this face appeared, i didnt see the body, just the face. medium length brown hair, beautiful face. i didnt catch the eye color either ( Read more... )

wrote more postcards than hooks. i read more maps than books. feel like every chance to leave is another chance i should have took ( Read more... )

walking hastly through the outside, and down some abadon street that no one else is on. why, am i the only one on this street? where does this road lead? so many questions perpuntrate through my head that i feel, like on most days, my head is about to burst and an oozing pool of thoughts and questions will be the only remnants left of my existance ( Read more... )

In colorado for the weekend ( Read more... )

Realization 101 ( Read more... )

this is it. tonight it finishes. this is my last 'live jouranl' entry. im done writing poems. im done writing in journals. im pretty much done writing. it just does not interest me anymore. this will be my last entry ( Read more... )