the way friendships dissolve?  although i am not friends with a single person i would have called a friend four years ago, i feel im better off.  as a facebook stalker i check in on these people when something shows up on my homepage feed and realize what i was putting myself through by associating with them.  while i have managed to let go of ( Read more... )

-----------------WHO LAST---------------
x. Saw you cry: Rob. Last weekend.
x. Made you cry: Rob. Last night (happy tears)
x. You shared a drink with: who ever was next to me last weekend.
x. You went to the movies with: Rob. I think it was TMNT
x. Got angry with you: ? My mother.

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER---------------
x. Have you ever liked ( Read more... )

why do the right things always happen at the wrong times?  it took me months to get rob to even acknowledge the fact that i said i wanted to move in with him.  now we've got a place and are moving in in september.  its all set.  when i started my education major at lesley i wanted nothing more in the world than to be the english teacher at the RAI ( Read more... )

Im so scared and excited at the same time!  June 8th (or a day or two after) I'm moving in with Rob!  We're subletting a room in Amandio's appartment.  We'll be there till September 1st when we move into our new appartment!!! 104 Colborne Rd., Brighton!  Yay!  It will be so so nice to live in one place for more than 3 to 6 months!  Plus I'll be ( Read more... )

I've never been so fearful and so hopeful at the same time before.  I'm really stressed out about my family situation and financial situation right now.  Yestorday I made it and hour being happy before the police showed up at my house.  Richard (my ex step father) has been calling my sister (his daughter) and telling her things that an 8 year old ( Read more... )

I would like to say a big FUCK YOU to everyone who has told me lately to dump Rob or "keep him on the back burner and look around." I don't care how many fish are in the sea, hes is the only man for me.  Yes we have arguments and disagreements but we're so close we are able to communicate so well during these times that we become closer even if we ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of always being wrong about this.  I keep trying to think of it from your point of view but you never acknowledge mine.  You say you're just joking but the jokes hurt and make me think twice about everything.  Why can't you just have enough respect for me to not want to hurt me?  But you get mad because I am hurt. You say I'm ( Read more... )

Me no like Tramadol.  I want my Hydrocodone back.  I may have been a spaceman but atleast I could eat without feeling like I was chewing on thumb tacks.  Tramadol makes me spacey too, but in a more tired way.  I feel dead.  And I may as well being taking Advil cuz they do almost nothing for the pain.  Monday I'm going to try to convince my dentist ( Read more... )

ive had an interesting weekend with rob. got here friday afternoon and im still here (yes its monday). it would have been better if the weather had cancled work for him and not just the boat for me to get home.  ive been really bored all day and taken two naps already ( Read more... )

ive been filled with so much rage lately.  rage and uneasiness.  i dont know why but ive been getting madder than mad at people all the time and very suspicious about everything.  its like i can feel that something is about to happen or be revealed.  i should have gotten drunk tonight.