im stressed out as hell. i have to find a tolerable job for the summer and a career that i can start in sept. can anyone help me with a teaching resume? ive been having the worst stomach pains ever for the last month or so. im so nervous all the time i cant concentrate on anything. i have a hard time even filling out a job application cuz i start ( Read more... )

ive had a pretty good couple of weeks. wow, i know right?  i got my wisdom teeth out and although it was painful, i strangly enjoy the feeling of falling asleep and waking up due to the i.v. they put in my arm.  its a strange and worryless experience that seems to happen in the blink of an eye.  
ive been working 0-4 days a week and have been ( Read more... )

001. When's the last time you ran?
more than five strides? ummm... when was the last time i was at a party the cops broke up?

002. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
one pair has like ten rips but i love them!

003. What are you reading right now?
Creating Web Pages for Dummies

004. Do you celebrate 4/20?
drugs are for thugs.

005. Only child ( Read more... )

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show ( Read more... )

[ ] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish ( Read more... )

i fucking give up.  im giving in.  i cant do this any more so im just going to stop.  no more hopeing.  i have accepted the fact.

really, i just dont know how im suposed to prove myself if im never tested.  i dont even get any practice.  i went out of the house today and it was nice.  i actually walked!  more than 20ft!  and i spoke to the bank teller and the guy at the post office.  it was nice to talk to people face to face.  the only people i see anymore are my mother and ( Read more... )

why didn’t you just tell me i was an asshole? it would have saved a whole mess. i hurt people when i joke with and about them and don’t realize i hurt them because they don’t say anything. then they disappear because they don’t feel like being insulted by me and i sit in my room for several months crying because i have no friends. so, how am i the ( Read more... )

for me to talk about how much my life is killing me.  i cant stand this limbo.  im stuck. i could get out and be miserable and hurt someone else, or i could stay and wait and be miserable without hurting someone else.  i dont want out.  i want more.  i want stability and happiness.  is that selfish?  would it be wrong for me to push for it?  theres ( Read more... )

your mother is a fat whore who licks my asshole while i give your newborn baby sisters and brothers to safe haven for stem-cell research to prove that jesus was a homosexual.