im sick! :( every gland in my thoat is swollen. it hurts so badely ( Read more... )

i need to stop being such a bitch and just accept the fact that im dating an amazing guy who loves me and who i love more.

i hate this feeling. i hate what happend. the only thing i can do is end it but i really dont want that so i guess ill just feel like shit for a little while and try to forget it again. im pretty sure i dont know all of it.

why is it still raining? does it always rain this much in the beginning of the summer and i just haven't noticed? grrr ( Read more... )

rob makes everything feel better.
and steve is a fineman!

i want to write more but im drunk and really sholdnt...

im so fucking bored. its not too bad living with three other people in one room except for the sleeping schedules. if someone is sleeping i feel like i cant listen to music, watch a movie or even have the light on. its annoying having to be considerate of others ( Read more... )

i feel so blah.

I QUIT STEVE MADDEN! I'm so glad that I don't work there anymore, but now I'm kind of worried. I have a new job at Lucky Brand Jeans that starts on Wednesday and I hope it's a lot better than Steve Madden. It's the same pay for a lesser position and less responsibility. I have to go in tomorrow to fill out paper work and I guess I'll get a ( Read more... )

im so depressed right now. i want to lay in a warm bed and cry and do something else that i know i shouldnt but i have to go back to work. i hate it there so much. my shift is half over and ive made $3.00 comission. woo fucking hoo. i might as well be working at lucky for the same pay but have to do a lot less. this one really bitchy woman ( Read more... )

im so anxious right now. im in a hole that i cant tell anyone about except my brother. i told him earlier and hes helping me out. that kid is so cool. but i hope it all works out. the timing has to be perfect or im fucked ( Read more... )