im making money! haha! like right now.  im making $11.50x.5 while updating lj and playing on facebook!  i really really love the black dog!  today is my last day for a week cuz my luvie dovie comes tomorrow and then we're going back to boston for his graduation!  yay my smart boy!

call the cell if you want me.

i miss you already.  i know we've gone more than a day without seeing eachother, but we haven't tried almost two weeks in a while and its going to suck.  you make me feel so good, i love you.  goodluck on your finals without an "e".

all other boston people, i will miss you too.  let me know if you want to come and chill on the island in the next ( Read more... )

why? what? how? have i found such a great person who loves me almost as much as i love him?

september 1st is going to be the worst day of my life.

im so stressed out right now ( Read more... )

so i think lucky is passive aggressively fireing me. a couple weeks ago my hours started dropping till last week i had 4 hours which were cut the night before i was supposed to work them and this week i dont have any hours at all. wtf mate? good thing im working at TGIFridays now. its boring cuz we're not open yet and corney cuz we have to do ( Read more... )

i know what i want but i cant ask for it. ahhhhhhhhhh! and i want it so badly! i would rework everything to make it happen but if i ask for it it wont happen and it could reverse the good that already exists. what do i do?

i feel like shit. im not making any money, i have no friends except rob and my roommates and my writing is shit. at least im in love and have someone who loves me. he makes it worth it and keeps me on track.

ive had an interesting summer so far. not as exciting as it would have been if i had gone home to the island but im finding things to do with myself. i have no money. i still owe three or four people money not counting my landlord or sprint. my job is alright but it pays shit and i get almost no hours. i miss the island and i wish i were home ( Read more... )

lets compare the differences between islanders and mainlanders in a particular situation i may be going through right now ( Read more... )

i have everything i want so why am i not happy? i have it all but not the way i want it. ive been pushing it and im going to lose it. he treats me so well and i still want more. i want to be a princess but i have to deserve it. thats the hard part.
how do i make him love me more? as much as i love him?