For a while now I have been stuck in a dysphoric state of mind. It is terribly uncomfortable and I believe it to be contributing my defeatist mindset. I have even made a comparison that I think is fitting. I looked up the word inspire in the dictionary today and under one of its definitions it says: "to draw in air by inhaling." I take that to ( Read more... )

I always regret the decisions that I make. It is very frustrating to say the least.

This is so lame. I really need to start using my time in a less sophomoric manner.

The summer is more than half over and I have yet to complete even one of the goals that I set for myself thus far. However, I have a few tricks up my sleeve that might spice up this somewhat uneventful summer. Oh how I love the great outdoors.

I hate this place.

To whom it may concern ( Read more... )

I have sunk to a new low. I am not going to elaborate for I am too ashamed. However, if the "proverbial you" are so inclined to ask about it I do believe that I will tell.

Finally, the issue at hand has received the closure that it right well deserves. We can now move on to other things.

I love you. You are my best friend.

I had to bring a body to the morgue last Friday. He was a boy of no more than eighteen. It was an eerie feeling, seeing him all wrapped up in bed sheets being and put in the freezer. None of us are immortal you know ( Read more... )

There are too few people in this world that you can trust, and we turn out less and less of them every day.

That road has come to its end. Many new paths appear, but not without the old ones diffusing. An eerie sensation sets in as I realize that it will be at least five years before I come into contact with the lot of those people again. I must admit though, it is rather comforting knowing that I am now one step closer to making it on my own. That ( Read more... )