i'm afraid my lips may be a bit lonely for a couple of weeks.
damn strep throat! ugh. and i need my pilot light to be fixed.
i'm freezing and there's no one to warm me up :(

i hate that he had to hurt her. shes one of the sweetest people i know. and he broke her heart. and for that, i hate him. she deserves better, and i hope that this incident doesnt make her give up. ill try to get her back on her feet, she can lean on my shoulder. we just need a girls night out. ive been having withdrawls from those. i need them. ( Read more... )

i don't think i can even to begin to explain how happy he makes me. along with my soothing nicotine. diet pills, that i hope are working. more pills from magic mike. washed down with miller high life. and of course, all of my beautiful friends. im just happy that they are beginning to understand that i dont leave them for him. though i do think ( Read more... )

this weekend shall be fun, whatever we choose to do. i should be going on a field trip tomorrow, to the u of a. i get a quarter credit and ten dollars. but i dont feel like getting up at 7. so im gonna pass. today was nice. i hope things turn out ok for her. im so worried for her. shes so innocent, and im not sure shes ready for whats about to ( Read more... )

i'm falling. but this time, i don't want back up...♥

why do i have to worry constantly. the fear is infesting my brain, and i cant seem to think straight. i want happiness. i dont want to be pessimistic anymore. i think i need my psychiatrist. so she can morph my way of thinking. ease my mind. i hate her. but somehow she helps. i just need someone to listen. and she does. i hate pouring my problems ( Read more... )

i want to talk to someone. who understands. my life is changing. and right when i thought everything was falling perfectly into place. i dont understand what i did to deserve this. i miss them. but i dont think they feel the same way. im sorry ive found someone who makes me genuinely happy. no. sorry is the wrong word. there should be no need for ( Read more... )

you shake my mind. like an earthquake in my head. you can be my cigarette. i need you like the nicotine. that sends cravings shooting through my nerves. but youve left my heart starving, as your voice just gives a simple tease. your outlook isnt far, while love is just a reach ( Read more... )

aww. i love piggy back rides. and watching the labrynth. in his arms. <3

wow. break is over, and im definitely not ready for school. but then again, who is. i hung out with him today. and i like him. i really do. and it just amazes me. that im capable of having a relationship. but i think i joke too much. annoyingly. and i dont mean to, but it just seems to happen. the way i act around boys. and i need to learn to quit ( Read more... )