hello? is anybody still out there?

Sometimes we try to bury our regret by changing our ways.

But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did, but for the things we didn't do...

...the things we didn't say.

"..but he loves you, molly."

"i know, but maybe it's not enough."

.....
"no, it has to be enough!"

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

"i don't know what's the right thing to do. all i know is that i need to get over him, for my own sake."

"ok, look, I know it hurts and I know you feel torn, but you ( Read more... )

my horoscope for today:

"Finally it becomes clear: This goal or person you were pursuing just isn't right for you. It's time to move on. Beating yourself up is counterproductive, however; thank your lucky stars you found this out when you did!"

sometimes, it's hard not to believe those blasted things.

ok so there are over 100 pictures. i really have no life that i put them all up, but here goes. thanks again for everyone who made me feel so special & sorry to those i couldn't invite. blame my daddy.


( Read more... )

"Now"

C o l o r s   f a d e  fast now, the colors of our love, 
They are all gone now. 
And even though, you promised me you'll stay, 
You're so far gone now.
It hurts me so to even look at you now. 
The rain still falls hard, on my window.

I shouldn't care, but I'm still crying. 
I guess your love just has no cure now.
I just want to feel much more better ( Read more... )

"I hope that one day you will have the experience of doing something you do not understand for someone you love."

because if you love someone enough, it shouldn't matter what you do or don't do. it shouldn't matter what you say or don't say. it doesn't even matter to me anymore what you feel or don't feel. there were times when i regretted loving ( Read more... )

he won't even look at me anymore...i still don't understand what happened and i probably never will. it just hurts so bad, you don't even know. what went wrong? was it something i said? something i did? i can't ever talk to him, but i try so hard. people scoff at me, "with no communication, did you really think you had a chance? you know he has a ( Read more... )

ok so basically i just wrote this a minute ago, so it's not finished & lacks a title. but feel free to provide some imput please. thanks ( Read more... )

i'm sorry for boring you guys with my "love" problems. really, i wouldn't have posted so many entries about it if i knew you didn't care.

from now on,

this journal will be boring, so now you don't need a lame excuse for not commenting

i used to write songs but now i've got a huge writer's block. i'm looking at my songbook and highlighting ( Read more... )