As you’ve probably realized by now, I’m not the most diligent when it comes to keeping a record of my thoughts.  They run rampant these days, so much so that I get interrupted when I’m trying to concentrate on a single one.  It seems that these days pass so quickly-months go by and I don’t notice until they are at their ends.  My days are filled ( Read more... )

As you’ve probably realized by now, I’m not the most diligent when it comes to keeping a record of my thoughts.  They run rampant these days, so much so that I get interrupted when I’m trying to concentrate on a single one.  It seems that these days pass so quickly-months go by and I don’t notice until they are at their ends.  My days are filled ( Read more... )

Ok kids, now I really have to put in a conscious effort to study for the GRE!  I have less than a month to prepare for this god-awful thing that will decide if I move forward in life or not!  Not to mention drama is being created all around me (with me being involved only indirectly) which is making things hard to concentrate on.  Also, I've racked ( Read more... )

These days, it's almost impossible for me to feel anything at all.  My job situation is looking grimmer each day--- forcing me to look for other options.  I don't mind B&N, but lately, it's been taking a toll on me.  I'm practically 2 steps away from being fired. I've lost the will to care since I had a horrific panic attack at work a week ago.  I ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been spending most of the few free hours I have in a day watching a new show called "Hataraki Man" ( Hard-working Man), which, unlike most anime, is a drama (or dorama, as they say in Japanese) that is fairly true-to-life.  It's about this woman whose last name is Matsukata who works as an editor for a man's magazine and is so consumed ( Read more... )

There are times when a person seeks solitude for solitude's sake; there are times when we have no choice but to endure solitude; and there are times when solitude, no matter how hard you chase it, can't be found.  The latter is my problem. Whenever I want  to be found and bothered, my phone stays silent and unmoving. But the minute I want  to be ( Read more... )

I know! I know! I know! I haven't updated in a while, so please put your pitchforks down and let me plea my case! I have been so busy with work that I haven't had the chance to sit down and update.  And as we speak, I should really be sawing logs in my little bed instead of writing.  Today I did something that I didn't believe I had the cojones to ( Read more... )

I'll admit it---I've been wrong about things before.  In fact, I have a knack for screwing up a good opportunity just by opening my mouth and letting words spill out.  And a month ago that was what I did.  Being a highly emotional person has its disadvantages, especially if their hearts are excellent purveyors of propaganda.  Each time a situation ( Read more... )

THE RANT

Did I mention I hate moving? Especially when my roommate doesn't pack her stuff & she's known for months that we were moving.  How is it that I get sick with bronchitis and  incredibly fatigued and I can manage to pack up and move my stuff?  Granted, I don't have as much crap as she does, but if I can do it while I'm sick as a dog, why can ( Read more... )

Today was pretty run-of-the-mill until I helped this one customer find books for his 4-year-old girl.  Apparently, the little tyke was interested in how a girl's plumbing differs from a boy's--needless to say, our supply on books that cover that topic are quite limited (this being GA, where sex is something you don't discuss until Bobbi-Joe finds ( Read more... )