Okay, I've made up my mind that I'm going to talk to him and tell him how I feel about this whole weird situation. I have no guarantee of the outcome, nothing to bank on, and I may be single again after we talk...but I gotta tell him. I can't dance around this any longer and I must know what the hell is going on and what his intentions are! Wish me ( Read more... )

Just when I thought everything was peachy-keen, someone upstairs threw a wrench into my happiness. If you've read the post about my birthday, then you have a bit of an idea as to why my nerves took a beating this past week. No calls (except like 1 or 2... ok I'll give him credit for the call on Saturday night, so I think it's up to 3 now) or ( Read more... )

I had no idea that I could be as nice as I was this weekend--maybe dating Brett has mellowed me out or something. Like I've been nice to people lately...and I don't know why. For instance, you would've thought it was Jesus Christ's birthday the way I planned everything down to the last detail. From the moment he walked in the door, I had planned ( Read more... )

Why do humans have to attach a meaning to everything? Does everything truly have to have a tagline stating why it is or isn't? Is it really necessary to look deeper into things and find that certain something that pulls it apart from the rest? Take symbolism, for instance. People attach a deeper meaning to something concrete that, if just examined ( Read more... )

Yes kids, it's that time of year again--the time when you reflect on life and ask yourself, "Am I really this freakin' old?". This year has been incredibly quick; it almost seems like Somebody Upstairs put it in turbodrive because they knew it was gonna suck and wanted to get the suckage over with. My life has seen a LOT of upheaval in the past ( Read more... )

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Yes kids, Skeebs is kinda on a romantic high right now with her new man (who she hopes she'll get to keep for a while ;)!) and is enjoying every minute of it--except when the phone calls leave her with less than 5 hours of sleep (but she is happy nonetheless). This week, I feel like a 5 year old waiting for Christmas, because I am going to see my ( Read more... )

All I can say about this weekend is...WOW. It was so incredibly wonderful to finally see him after talking for so long! And I even cooked for him! And I don't normally cook for anyone unless I really really like them. All of the things I worried about in the last entry, were dispelled the moment I opened the door and saw him there. Our time ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, why is it whenever I make the effort and put on make-up and do my hair, people get surprised and ask me if I have a boyfriend? Is having a boyfriend synonymous with looking decent? Jeez, just because I wear make-up to my workplace to pick up books for my mom and myself, everyone is either shocked or tongue-tied and asks me if I have a ( Read more... )

I'm debating whether I should wear clothes or not today. While typing LJ entries in my skivvies is comfortable, I'm starting to get a bit chilly here in my room. Maybe I should put my clothes on....some people might not be as thrilled with the visual as others...