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[heroinbreath]

I feel almost like my life isn't my own right now, and like everyone wants something from me. I don't mean that to sound really negetive, but I just feel like I have so much that I'm comitted to/ involved with/ taking on, that there's just no space inbetween, except for the hours of being by myself during the day, in a house with no kitchen, no way

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[bankys_music]

Oh I know the feeling! Have my own place now but silly Banky wrecked his savings on living so having to economise! I have a job I'm not enjoying, but hate London so would never move there. You're obviously a very smart girl so you will figure it! I wish us both luck!

[heroinbreath]

Yeah, London appeals to me sometimes, and not at all at others. Why does being a grown up have to suck so much? I wanna be 18 again;-)

And as for being a smart girl, I have to learn to keep my impulsive decisions under control, then I'll be a lot better off, lol.

[bankys_music]

We all have to grow up eventually, at last I am at the age of 34...too bad about the damage done first! I wish I could have my time at university again, I tell you.

[planetclare]

it's a long way to drive for a table i know, but you can always come to mine. i'll even throw in some rather good coffee and home made biscuits. or, you could do emmy's little wendy house up as a deb-den if ya like! :)
plans and prospects are over-rated chick. i have 5 years on you and no bloody idea of what i wanna do. other than write songs and play with my daughter! spend some time each day doing what you love and everything else will fall into place. eventually. xx

[heroinbreath]

Yeah, I think I was just overwhelmed yesterday and needed a rant and a cry. I have a lot of things flying about right now, and (relationships and bands aside) I'm terribly flakey and change my mind all the time. I've been back and forth about the London thing since last year. I even went down there to discuss that and other stuff with the record producers we were working with, before Audioline split.
The thing is, where I live now makes an awful lot of things difficult. All my relationships end up being long distance, and like I said about work, I'd have to travel really to get anything. I'd also considered a move to Lincoln. Who knows though? Depends what happens band wise and such.

Thanks for the offer of your table too, that's very kind. Bec actually offered to clear her desk for me when I started bawling, so hopefully that'll help;-) xxx

[martynwells]

I have a table, it's round and sits in our flat doing nothing for most of the day!

If you want to use it, it's there, but you will not be allowed to touch the stereo, my cds, or the volume control.

I'd feed you though! :)

xx

[heroinbreath]

You guys are the sweetest:-D

Well this thursday, we're getting our new kitchen table delivered, so *hopefully* things should be falling in to place a bit very soon. xx