I've no idea what's going on with my mind, but for a good two weeks now I've been having insane vision like dreams of the most disturbing kind, involving all kinds of physical/emotional trauma ( Read more... )

On Monday, while bike-riding, I had a bug fly into my eye...unfortunately, I was going up an extended hill and didn't want to break my stride, so I ended up with a dead bug stuck to my contact lens for 5 minutes - pretty gross, and sticky ( Read more... )

Google +, dialed in ( Read more... )

Bored...annoyed...bored...annoyed...

this thing still works.

I have become a coffee snob.

I am having the usual pre-birthday intensity, life wise. Mostly I understand nothing these days, it seems.

However, I've registered for a couple courses in the fall and I am maintaining. Also in the best physical shape of my life, probably.

I wish I had money.

So we went down there on Friday. Stopped at the Pike Place area of Seattle on the way - lovely as always. Really nice day didn't hurt ( Read more... )

Found out today that Persian new year is the first day of Spring...this makes about a billion times more sense than our arcane system.

Finally got up to the mountain to ski yesterday! Awesomeness (except for the wind and being pelted in the face with snow and no visibility).

Soundproof tonight...should be grand.

Am drunk, and have been drinking to excess for many days now...

It occurs to me that I lack the advantage of obviousness.

And just about everyone is pissing me off.

At what point does the hole in a bucket of self-abuse become tiresome...?

And could ANYONE tolerate me sober all the time?

etcetera, ad nauseaum.

was half utter shite...

but the last half was almost really good...

there has definitely been self improvement of one kind or other...and the quality of people around me is really awesome...

and 2011 is starting a trillion times better than 2010 did...

so, yeah.

cool

I am working in a kitchen, for the first time in my life. And I'm only just finished my fifth day, but I've learnt many things already, and I'm feeling like a much more complete person - the lesson, I think, is sometimes do not follow your strengths...I HAD NO IDEA how to do a fucking thing in a kitchen a week ago...but now, I have been brutalized ( Read more... )