lifes just really gay...

when does it get better? i wish i knew a physic. thatd be nice. i dont wanna be alone anymore...i getin real sick of it. i miss havin someone care about me...when is that gona happen again? i feel like a ghost wit no name, just wonderin about, wit unfinished bisunese...just watchin everything work out for everyone else, and askin myself...why not ( Read more... )

awesome, she hates me now...ugh...what am i soposed to do? im out of ideas, even though they wouldnt help...this is so gay, why do i always get dealt wit the beat shit?

i wana wirte something, but i dont what to say...i don't have a clue whats goin on in my life right now, everything all messed up...im barley havin any fun anymore...since i stopped smokin, my friends seem to think that means they cant hang out with me or somethin....ugh, what cant there be someone up there grantin my wishes?? wishes are a bunch of ( Read more... )

someone kill me please...? anyone?

so those kids from last night were talking shit again today...so we gt like 15 ppl together to go fuck em up, but nothin happened again and it was balls....so im not even goin into detail

i dont know where i am?

so tongiht was crazy...martins tells us he knows his girlfriend is cheating on him and that he wanted to go to her house tonight so if anybodys theres wed fuck them up....haha, so, we get there, shes not home, although her dad said he last saw her in her room (odd)..and her car was still home (more odd)...so we see ppl acroos the street on some ( Read more... )

so last nght was pretty funny...me an ray sat at daves all night waitin for the burghearts an them to call us cause kristie was havin a party...so we sat around all night, smoked a lil...then went to the party....it was kinda borin, so we left about 1:30 id say....we went to quick check to get some sandwiches, and as i walkin in the door i heard my ( Read more... )

so i had a log talk with olivia last...basically the same talk we had when i last talked to her like a week or so ago...so, nothins changed, im not gona get what i want, and i just gotta deal wit it...after we were done wit our serious talk, we were talking lke normal, and that killed...i know its what i have to do to not completley loose her, but ( Read more... )

so i got a new computer, and it is fucking amazing, im still gettin used to it cause its a mac, but anyway...went to skool today, its it good, i think this years gona be a lot of fun...or at least i hope of course ( Read more... )