yesterday was cool..made mad money in work, and then went to the city..we didnt do much, but it nice to get out an do something...i think were planin on goin to six flags next tuesday, hopefully...

things are still really gay at the moment though...

and now i have work, wuppie!

this fucking suX! i cant seem to shake this shit off, its just not workin...i dont feel good at all any more...everyday just seems so blah...i don't know what to do with myself...i just feel like flaing my arms like a lil kid and throwin a temperatue tantrum...ugh, i just feel like shit, and aint nuttin cheerin me up, maybe for about a min, but ( Read more... )

what ever, i guess i fucked up...it was just too good to be true...i shoulda realized, good shit never happens to me, and when it does, it doesnt last long, i wish i was a fuckin physic, even though i did feel deep down, i knew this was comin.....and heather, if ur reading this, which in the first place i cant believe u do, then u should know why i ( Read more... )

so some shit i never saw comin, yesterday, hit me like a ton of bricks...i was workin, well, first lets back track....Friday, olivia came home from mexico...she got home at like 11, and her parents let me come over anyway which was awesome of them...then, after that, i didnt get to see her cause it was the day of warp tour...next day, we hung out, ( Read more... )

so today is mine and olivia's 4 month anniversry...yup, thats shit's gone by so fast already, just like this summer is...i have no idea what were gona do today, i dont really wana take her out to dinner cause we did that the last 3 times, so...ummmm, i have no clue...and i have to work today :( i have to leave in 10 minutes, and i dont get out till ( Read more... )

so every thing seems to be going just fine...gunbound has taken over my life haha, not really, but that games mad fun...havent done anything to exciting, which needs to change, today...but probably wont happen....still havent gone running, was gona do it this mornin, but i didnt have enough energy...tomorrow? maybe? im gettin really bored with ( Read more... )

so lets see...its now June 30, and so far nothing worth remembering has happened this summer yet. i hope it gets more interesting, not this smoking everyday and thats all....I NEED ADVENTURE! i need some kind of escape! i wanna do something i've never done be4...I NEED 2! but who knows if thatll happen. i keep telling myself that im gona start ( Read more... )

good old live journal...totally forgot about this. i find it funny that ppl still continue to use it. i feel like i need to get some shit off my chest so i wanted to rant to nobody for a minute. that always helps, kinda. so yeah, why cant shit ever work out easily? why does she gotta be screwin wit me like this. i think its cause of heather, she ( Read more... )

ugh, so school started as all u know...i had a good summer, from what i can remember. there wasnt a day i didnt smoke, literaly haha. but what u gona do. im think im gona try to update this some more now that schools on, so when im home at night ill have time to do it. i wont put in pointless entries like this one though haha. one thing that i did ( Read more... )

jeez, so muchs goin on lately...smokin way to much ill tell ut that, but its to much fun to not hahah...shits finely gettin good, im planin on a good summer from here out...it was all good so far i must say...havent had this much fun since my campsites summers...still some ppl i need to see be4 this summer is over ( Read more... )