i always end up back where i started. i wish that things could/would change or i could become happy with what i have. honestly, i'm thisclose to accepting my sad, sad, sad role in life and i don't know if that's a good or bad thing. i just wish that life would stop beating the crap out of me.

what are you up to? don't even think about that.

nothing ever really becomes "right". either it's good at conception or it's rotten. things may fall apart, but you should never say you didn't see it coming- a part of you is always aware.

Survey about YOU!

Created by ChelseaTheLoser and taken 200 times on Bzoink
Basics..Whats your name?AshleeeeeyHow old are you?21What color hair do you have? (natural hair)it's naturally blondeWhat color are your eyes?brown, brown, brownDo you have any siblings?haha..yeah, try 7How tall are you?5'3"Do you wear glasses/contacts?yes sirDo you have ( Read more... )

phillip is a dork. i'm typing with his keyboard and he's peeing. haha. he doesn't even know what i'm writing. i could be saying bad things and he wouldn't have a clue... so trusting, so trusting...
but there's nothing bad to say, so he is in luck.

i think i'm going to delete some of my older entries. they were writen at a time that no longer has relevancy and i would rather forget about it. some things are better deleted.

in other news, i found a boy. he's great and i enjoy every minute i'm with him. and thats all i'll say for now.

diet dr. pepper really does taste like regular dr. pepper...

Three's ( Read more... )

my car has been graffed up ( Read more... )

i wish there was a button that you could push to erase everything you ever regretted. there are many things i would hurriedly erase. but the first on my list would be my femme-mullet ( Read more... )