Knowing me this isn't really much of a surprise, but I have a dilema. Prom was great. I truly had a fabulous night. I wish I could have better words to decribe it. Enchanting? Not sure. In any case, My problems seem to revolve around prom in some way. So my date Ian, we are really good friends. One thing led to another and we ended up making out ( Read more... )

i'm sitting in court cases right now, and i'm reflecting about how this year has ended up. My life isn't messy, yet sometimes messy is good. I'm still a klutz, I still say weird things, I care for people, and that is all for now. I spilled hot tea on my new shorts this morning. I felt that it was a sign. A sign to wake up, stop this slump, get ( Read more... )

i am sooooo sick

but i got a prom dress. betsey johnson. perfection :)

So as spring rolls around the corner, my life feels as though it is being thrown across a room and will not stop rolling. I've been hitting my fair share of bumps, yet the ride is fucking great. Softball has not been one of the highlights of my year. I used to love softball. At one point in time I could even say it was my passion. But it isn't ( Read more... )

i wish i knew how to be happy again, but i dont. i have no motivation to do anything anymore.

i want to get out of this hole.

ughhhh i'm really upset. tryouts went badly yesterday. the boyfriend wont call me... i was so angry yesterday that i took off the "in a relationship" thing... it doesnt say i'm single... you know i thought that would get his attention.. nope.. he just changes his to the same thing... wtf, why wont he call me back ( Read more... )

so i really need to be getting ready, but I need to vent. I'm not sure if I'll be able to get an appointment in with my shrink this week. ACTs are this morning. Seriously I do not want to take them right now. EW. Softball tryouts are this week. I'm not varsity material. I'm going to be sad, but life goes on. U of M on friday was great. I had a ( Read more... )

i can't remember the last time i went through a period of disrupted sleep, but it has returned... perhaps it is becuase of jonathan, or because i'm unhappy. I seriously wanted to break up with him today, but just talking to him made that desire dissappear. Im not sure if the long distance thing is just finally getting to me, but i think when i ( Read more... )

so we drove all the way from florida to michigan in one day, and i have now been up for exactly 24 hours. i see no reason to sleep. florida was good. my dad was an arse for most of it. i didnt really get that tan, except my stomach is red. i have yet to start hw that was assigned. i miss my boyfriend. a lot. in fact i miss him so much it worries ( Read more... )

So we are not even in florida yet and I'm crying. I hate my dad so much. I thought that our problems were due to the fact that his girlfriend is always wrong, but it really is him. I'm dripping all over the computer keyboard, and it is because of him. He is so insensitive to my feelings. He just informed me that I am going to ruin his trip and ( Read more... )