so i just had my first session with my new shrink. reallly great! i love her. she is great. I felt great leaving her office. Boyfriend is alright. Having a hard time getting ahold of him since his lap top died, and my cell phone is dead. gr. I miss him. I'm seeing him tomorrow though. I wish valentines day was more special, but with a bf in ( Read more... )

So I am happy. I really am. I like my boyfriend, things with friends are going well, wylie's is over with, school is going well, family is doing alright. It feels good that most things are together. It seems that way for a lot of people. Maybe just because I am happy it seems like everything else is going well, but i hope that this is a reality, ( Read more... )

so i have a boyfriend... part of me feels terrible due to the fact that i went on a date with a different guy on friday and then on saturday i was in a relationship with another. Also due to the fact that this whole semester has been rocky due to him. But in other ways, it feels right. If i had said no, i would always wonder what if. I know i'd ( Read more... )

so i'm in the unofficial category....

lj readers would not approve...

hmmmm

i think the closed lunch went pretty well. I asked some of my friends and they said they didnt like it, but i mean that is because they just wanted to leave school, which i can understand. I think a lot of people had fun though. it was stressful, but i'm glad we pulled it off. B lunch went amazingly well though. Some guy said some poem, the ( Read more... )

i think i have a tumor or something, my head is fucking pounding.. maybe it is because i'm realllly tired... all possibilities.. i really hope tomorrow works out.. ive worked so hard, and i'm just so damn tired you know ( Read more... )

it is almost amusing that once i feel happy my dad ruins it all. so predictable, referring to my life. gosh

So I was looking through someones pictures on facebook and it suddenly dawned on me how disconnected i feel with some of the people in our grade. I could say that I am content with how things are, it might be a lie, one can not be certain, but it is slightly sad how involved you can be yet feel so uninvolved. I want to do more, yet more could be ( Read more... )

with u of m guy, i really just need to take a big time out.... some things happened on saturday, but it is just too complicated... hung out with some new people on friday which was fun. Wylie's Winter Week is really stressful. Blah..

New semester is going well..

i had so much more to say like 3 mins ago, but it has all vanished..

have a good

i feel like most of my short lived life has been spent complaining. why should i complain so much instead of taking an active part in my own life. So much of it is sitting on my large behind, complaining about things that wont make me any less sad then i was at the beginning. I went to U of M yesterday. I felt genuinely good. My hair went the way ( Read more... )