is this still about you wanting to see what's out there?? or is it just about me being drama?? because i wouldn't cause drama if you would stop kicking me out of your life. you could accept that we're great together, and let it happen, we're good at hanging out together, we know each other inside and out. and you can be friends with other girls, ( Read more... )

well i have final #2 in an hour and 45 minutes and still haven't really studied. i just can't do it. i can't wait till finals are over, this was for sure the worst semester of my life, personally and educationally. i'm excited for christmas even though i'm dead broke. and holly's party is friday. i bought a gorgeous green dress as h&m in a size 2 ( Read more... )

i deleted myspace because i want to get rid of anything that makes me feel crappy, which is pretty much everyone i know and used to know. i also plan on changing my phone number. it's all pretty necessary, and i feel better about things already. i just realized that too much of my life is dependent on other peoples' perceptions of it. not that i do ( Read more... )

i don't ever remember my password to this thing. soooo here's what's new in my life. i got dumped it's the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with. which is lame. it's pretty much the exact same thing i put him through lat year. so i guess i just need to give him time, which is the hard part. halloween rules, last week kol, julie, and i were daria ( Read more... )

i love him. but if i could give myself advice 4 or 5 years ago, it would be this: you are happier than ever. you do not need or want a boyfriend.

i feel like throwing up because i'm so depressed.

god i can just imagine the people on here that are sick of me saying shit like that. it's been years. something is seriously wrong with me. like really. there is something wrong if i am this unhappy for this long. years. and years.

i never come on here anymore because livejournal made me change my password once and it's my password for everything, so then i forgot it and now everytime i come on here i have to request a new one and i hate that shit ( Read more... )

if anyone was wondering how huge of a fatass i am, i'm sitting on my couch right now watching the price is right, eating carrot cake and have a gallon of milk on my lap. i also fell off the couch when i reached for my computer ( Read more... )

i'm not sure if i'm sick of being happy or i'm just confused, i don't think i know how i feel. i haven't had anything worthwhile to say in a long time. i found garden state so i'm watching it now, and it reminds me of wayne and how i watched it for the first time with him. that was an interesting time ( Read more... )

london/paris.( Read more... )